Saturday, December 19, 2009

yes but no..

spt yg kita sme sdia maklum,skrg nie tgh YES @ year end sales..but, NO i cant shopping..
ish, nie yg plg payah aku nk wat..mjurla aku cepat blik rompin...mklumla bdr kecik je kuala rompin nie jd xdela sakit sgt tahan nafsu shopping kn..lg 1, memandgkn LLB nie gune byk duit tpakse save skit la tk incoming sem kn..ei..tue pn dh terusik sbb haritue lepak umh alg smpat shopping kt JUSCO sunway pyramid...mjurla alg aku de jj card jd lg btmbh2 discount nye..smptla grabbed 1 shirt and 1 jeans (memandgkn nk dekat stahun aku xbli jeans..hu3..sbb selalunye every year aku akn make sure smpn skit duit tk YES ni..hi3..shopping bju,jeans or slack and kasut...urggggh...wpun dh beli tp still nk shopping!!! giler tul nafsu shopping aku nie...
tp aku mmg tension la, nk sgt SHOPPING!! argggh...dhla abis 3jan 2010, confem2 xsempat..adui...
...aku yg sgt suke shopping tp tpakse melupeknnye...

miss him

rite now, i really miss him...
miss him so badly...
argghh...but, what can i do..just wait for the perfect time to meet him although i dont know when..hu3..
thanks to celcom becoz gave free calls for 8pax's no for 7 days on his besday..
at least, he called me when he was free and its for free!! :) hu3..
...aku yg nk ckp tue je....

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

its ur besday dear




hepi besday my dear..although its a lil bit late but;

besday's song to u ; hepi besday to u...hepi besday to u..hepi besday to u...

heeeepiiiii bessssdaaaayyyy to uuuuuuu!!! :D

*wish u best of luck in ur life..

*may Allah bless u always..ameen..

*keep rockin baby :)

*always miss n luv u dear...

....aku yg nk wish happy besday to someone special in my heart...

~phew..poyo sih ayt di ats..ha3...~




comei gak...

selena gomez si gadis cute :D
sempoi + cute + innocent
feberet pic..
alahai..bakpe comei sgt nie..ha3

totap comei


comei gak


aku secara tetibe suke lak tgk selena gomez nie..comei + cute + smart...bak kata org packge lengkp la..wpun lgu dia aku xbape gemar tp tgk dia mmg comei la..ini aku seorg pmpuan yg nengok..tp serius,suke tgk muke dia..bakpe la comei sgt minah nie..hu3..



tue je aku nk ckp..hu3..


...aku yg rasa minah nie sgt comei...

Friday, December 11, 2009

ape yg terlintas di kepala..

still psl exam result..tak abis2 kn..bukan pe pn..aku msg2 ngn bf aku gtau psl result yg suam2 kuku..ayt common, ala next time cube lg..awak leh nye..ala, so swit....tp de lg yg aku kuar dr mulut bf aku spt ;
  1. "ade la tue awk wat tak tul...cube ingt blik" - ngumpat mber2 la tue..hi3
  2. "tuela main2 lg, bz bkn main lg tp result..." - nie yg plg sentap aku dengar..ha3..
  3. " tgk cam sy lepak jew, result gempak siap jd best student lg time knvo - nie mmg aku xleh bla...poyo nye bf aku nie..rasa nk hempuk je..blagak giler!!! whatever!!
  4. " awk syukurla , kurang2 awk passed seme paper de hikmah di sebaliknye" - ayt alim sih dr bf aku n time dia ckp ayt nie aku bantai gelak..kwang3..xleh seriusla..nk gelak jew..poyo kan..

tp kn stu je la yg aku rs tetibe nk kongsi..

erm, kdg2 org kta psangn kite sling melengkapi..ade gak yg kata psgan kite contra ngn sifat kite..tp bkn nak ckp pe la, kalu tul steady bf aku nie jodoh aku..insyaallah + ameeen...mmg contra giler, xde mknenye kongsi minat sama2..stu jela, minat makan!! hi3..yg lain, aku suke dia xbape gemar tp yg bestnye aku n dia dua2 try to respect each other wlaupn dlm hati mbara je..ahaks..ayat bese ktrg "apela yg awak suke sgt bende nie..ntah pe2" hu3..tp ktrg xkisah..laaayaan...moga jodoh ktrg berpanjangan...ameen..pe2, sempoi !!!

jap2..satu kew??? de lg..

* pening ngn soalan pe yg awak suke ttg sya..nape yg awk suke sya..tang mane awk suke sya..urgggh...slalu nye aku jwb, awk fikirla sendiri n time aku tnye dia, dia bls mende yg sma..hambek ko..ahaks..sape suh ckp dulu!!! n my concept is simple..aku trus trang je n bf aku mmg dh masak ngn perangai aku..sbb terlmpau jujur tak ksah hati n perasaan org lain..aduila..sungguh tidak baik pnye perangai kn..sabau je la :)

...aku yg taip ape yg terlintas kt pale aku skrg...

ha...injection lg???

aku bru blik dr clinic td..adui..kene lg injection..

actually, kt kaki aku nie de cm jgkitan kuman la..aku perasan after aku blik dri prctical training kt terengganu...mule2 g klinik uitm, bg ubt sapu je..tak baik gak..blik rompin, aku g kk (klinik kesihatan) ei..still dpt ubt spu gak..name ubt sapu tp sapu pnye sapu xbaik2 gak..last2 aku g klinik swasta kt cini gak la..family aku slalu g klinik ni tp aku je yg malas..yela segan beb, dr tue lelaki..quite mude la tue..ish..lg sogan den..ha3..tp nk wat cmne, mmg klinik nie treatment dia plg bagus la.. g klinik nie sng je trus bg injection..hamek ko! pastu alhmdulillh dh baek aku pnye jngkitan kuman kat kaki tue..

tp, bru2 naik semule infection tue..ei..merah2 kaki, gtal tak leh bla.tp kene kat kaki sebelah lg..aku yg tak tahan gatal g la klinik tue semule..dr tue gelak2 je nengok aku...nk ckp yg nk injection pn aku sogan tp mmg injection last choice la sbb tak tahn sgt..so wat dek je la..and ape yg aku leh ckp...kene injection lg??? satu lg yg aku bru tau..itu bukan jgkitan kuman tp alergic...ei,sejak bile kulit aku ni jd kulit org kaya..takleh makn seafood..kalu leh gune dettol..(byk duit aku!! hu3) tp xpela nk jga kesihatn pnye pasal..laayan...

arggh..dh selamat pn kene daa..

erm,whatever!!

* jaga diri n kesihatan baik2 ye kwan2*

...aku yg still fobia ngn injection td...

arghhh...almost there but...

almost there dear but....

what can i do...xde rezeki la :) just a liltle bit but still not reach...arggh...

but, its ok..i will give my 120% comitment to reach the goal in my studies..chaiyOo efa!! with Allah's blessing...insyaallah :)

sometimes...i realized that;

its a matter of luck actually...the lesson is just grab any chances that will make u reach your goal..dont be too kind..hu3..erm...whatever!!! etc..kalu leh tiru,tiru je..kalu leh bodek, bodek je..why??? if we realized or not in real life that thing still exist rite..just pray that dis type of people stay away from me...but who am i to ask for dat thing..ha3...

there is a people tht cannot looked dumb (is it a correct word??) in front of others...dunno why, relaxla we still in learning process..its better we were wrong in study rather than when working..its mybe too late then when we are working..

there is also people who really kind in front of you but whether you realized or not later stabbed behind you...erm...i had meet dis types of people many times....

..thats all i want to write for this time...

*sori for my broken english..its better try rather than done nothing..hu3*

...aku yg ntah pe2....

suka duka ku bersama ank buah

skrg nie bru aku leh online...yela, last week adik aku n ank2 dia blik kg...duk sini wat sementara waktu sbb husband dia @ adik ipar aku shift mlm seminggu berturut2..aku lg la suka yela, sblum nie aku ngn mak aku je tinggal berdua kat umh...aku tgk mak aku, mak aku tgk aku...blum smpt aku ckp bosan tgk muke mak, mak aku lg advanced dh ckp dulu...ei, asyik tgk muke ipah je...ha3...lawak tul...at least bile de adik aku n ank2 buah aku bising la sikit umh nie..tp takkanla suka je kan msti de duka nye...
sbb tuela nama post nie "suka duka aku bersama ank buah" hu3..
yang sukanya :
confirm2la bila teha n dhila sihat walafiat, jd asyik main je..gelak ketawa ngn diorg..yg si akak teha nie hyperactive jadi mmg gelagat dia xleh bla sokmo...ape2 yg dia wat sgt mencuit ati...yela budak bru blaja berckp...hu3..
yg si adiknye dhila cool je...nangis pn ssh nk dengar..tp suke sgt org agah dia..yg klakarnye bila dia guling2 kat tilam tibe2 nangis..tp nangis tak la melalak cm akak dia si teha tue..dtg je dekat dhila agah sekali trus gelak...kuang hasam tul dhila...suke sgt tgk dia gelak..hilang penat jga dia..hu3...
yang dukanya :
si teha nie ha...kalu ngn nenek dia mengada sangat..manje bebenor..asyik nangis je...kdg2 tue kul 2-3 pagi meragam...adui..padahal dh nk msk 3 thn...aku kdg2 tension..dhla tahap kesbaran aku nie nipis cm kulit bwang..tp kene kuat2 bersabar..paling busuk pn aku marah adik aku la...xpasl2 kene marah...actually aku xla marah kt ank buah tue sbb dia kecik lg kn tp ditambh ngn tension result nk kuar (tp result dh kuar time aku wat post nie)...besela aku pnye mood swing kn..hu3..
si dhila lak selsema..byangkn la bby yg bru nk msuk 4bln...cian sgt kt dia..xleh gerak n main beriya2 sgt..bila dia rsa xsihat, kdg2 nangis..ktrg rasa kdg2 biarla ktrg yg duk kat tmpt dia..erm...hingus xberhenti kuar..ciannye dia...bdan panas...dh mkn ubat tp besela kn take time gak nk sembuh...
antara suka duka aku ngn ank buah..aku terpikir cmne la nnti in future kn..yela, setakat tlg2 adik aku settlekn anak2 buah aku aku dh penat thp gaban..tdo pn awal..pastu cepat hangin bile diorg meragam kul 2-3 pagi..ish..seriously, cannot imagine that time!!!
n wat aku tpikir besarnya pengorbanan parents..yela, meragam cmne pn aku tgk adik aku ssh nk marah ank dia...ttp ckp slow2 pujuk ank buah aku..ei, aku cepat berangin...adoila..mak aku pn sama...selalu kata, jgn la kasar sgt ngn ank2 nnti dia menjauhi kita..tul gak kot pendekatan mak aku...erm..pe2 pn dis sem break really give new experiences to me as auntie to my nieces..
....aku yg selalu terpikir.....

can i expecting more??

slam...
dis early morning i had checked my result of LLB part 1...ameen..thanks to Allah for all his blessing..i've passed all papers..before checking my result,i've already told myself to redha n prepared to any possibilities that could happen...but my mind cannot do tht becoz after done wif checking my result i keep thinking...
if dis subject i can get higher gred so my result will be much2 better..
but the negative side was what if other subject i get lower gred
so the conclusion still be the same i guess..thus, can i expecting more than what i've already got?? and....
the clear answer = just thinking from the positive and negative sides and i will get the answer...
after considering all circumstances and my achievements in class what i can said that im really grateful to Allah..becoz He knows better than all of us..and one thing that im really sure that "there must be a reason for something happen"
*congrats to all my frenz :)
* sorry for my imperfect grammar guys..
....aku yg bersyukur passed seme paper....

Saturday, December 5, 2009

between fb or fs...

rite now i think my attention to fb (facebook) is less than my attention to fs (frienster)..mybe becoz fs had their new look and what can i said is not bad and i like!! hi3..rite now frankly speaking i give my attention more to fs..and one thing i had realized that my sis, instead of being active with fb, she also active with fs..such a brilliant gurl in keeping in touch with her friends just becoz some of her friends didnt have fb acc..not like me becoz when active with fb, i've already inactive with fs..maybe it is a matter of friends becoz friends influenced us a lot..yela, bile seme dh g fbook n no more at fs jd kite pn dh xsemangat..mujurla some of my friends ade kat fb and xde kat fs and sebaliknye la kn..so, ini mengingatkn aku kt all my friends kat fs...hu3..im really sorry guys:)
k la, see u next time guys...suddenly i think about my old friends..dont know why actually, really miss them...hope all of them will success in future..insyaallah...
.....aku yg tetibe tringat kt mber2 lame..

Friday, December 4, 2009

exercise!!

lets do some exercise right now...
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8, .....8 more!!!
do it again guys...
stay healthy guys :)
*ha, mak...jgn ngelat..hi3...*
...aku yg cube utk exersice setelah lama memanjakn bdan...

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

planning for suprise??

ape aku nk wat nie..dis month besday si dia..
byk plan dlm pale nie nk celebrate besday dia..erm..kene wt byk backup sbb dia bz keje jdi xtau free bile..at least kalu de backup xdela kelam kabut bile first plan xjd..hi3..
erm..tgk la cmne..nk dekat2 jumpe nnti decide which one yg nk gune dulu..aku gtau dia, kite just jumpe n aku bg hadiah..the end...dia xtau yg aku plan nk wt suprise..tp ntah menjdi nth tak aku nie..ye2 je kn..hua3...sabau je la..
ok..thats all for today..saje je mengada!! :) daaa..

percubaan pertama...erm..not bad...

slam...
hrinie aku try wat nasi beriani tk lunch..erm,hasilnye...not bad!! why?? besela dh de sifu di sebelah merangkap my lovely mom time aku msk jd confident tue bertambh la..hi3..actually,aku tringin nk wat nasi beriani ni bile baca resipi dlm buku MIDI yg mak aku pnye..selak pnye selak tnmpak rsepi nye..tgk cm simple je..tue yg nk try wat...intai dlm peti ais sme brang basic de..pe lg gtau mak aku ttg plan n just go on...!!! tk lauk aku pn ikut resipi dlm magazine nie,ayam msk beriani tp aku mkn cm kurma je..hu3..yela, kt resipi tue tulis perencah beriani aku bli la..bile masak rsa cm kurma je..bantai je la..hu3...pstu tnye mak aku nk lg sedap wat pajeri nenas..simple je..and....siaplah lunch ktorg..hepi sgt sbb kalu duk umh aku leh menajmkn skill memasak aku sbb mak aku mmg suke msak..hu3..untung aku beb :) thnks mak!! luv u la...
HEPI SGT DPT MASAK NGN MY LOVELY MOM :)
tue je la nk tulis wat masa nie..bru nk belajar memasak di umurku 24 tahun..hu3..sabau je la..bak kata mak aku, kalu tau masak kurg2 xdela slalu mkn kat luar..n ayat aku, kurang2 nnti xdela kebulur husband aku..hu3..ei..gtai..ahaks..
k, daa...wslam..have a nice day guys !!! :D
....aku yg hepi hari nie n rasa nk senyum je...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

cuti sebenar....

slam seme...
bru kali nie aku dpt rasai nikmat cuti sem sebenar..bkn sbb pe,sblum2 nie time BLS xdela preasure sgt so kalu cuti rasa best gak tp tak se best llb..yela,time llb even weekends pn kne g fac..xde cuti maa..perah otak giler2..badan n otak sma2 penat..tp its ok,that's the price tht i need to pay la when choose to further llb kn..erm..chaiyoo...!!!
nikmat cuti sbenar bile:
duk umh,spent masa ngn family..lg2 mak aku..mak aku nie kire bestfren aku la kt umh...sme rhsia + problem aku mmg aku cite kt mak aku...bile borak ngn mak aku rs tenang skit pikiran wpun kdg2 mak aku xbpe paham aku ckp tp xpe sbb the end of our conversation mak aku ttp paham pe yg aku nk citekn...cume versi kefahaman lain..hu3...love u mom!!!
layan cite2 kat tv...bapak best giler...axn, starmovies, hbo n segala2nye la kt tv..cite yg xbest pn tp bile tgk jd best..ha3... plg suke dpt lepas rindu dendam tgk csi...lg2 on wdnesday..aku mmg chop tv la..ha3...
lg best bile layan dvd n vcd...kalu ngn mak aku layan hindustan ler...aku pn lyan je..bile lme dh tak tgk skali skala tgk best gak...hu3...aku pe lg, cite korea la...winter sonata, my girl, stairway to heaven..semela layan...tp kene budget time nk dekat2 tghari kene stop nk prepare lunch...mak aku xbg maa aku layan sorg2..ho3...
best gak bile...download lgu...yg nie mmg aku minat la kn...bile cite kt tv dh kurg best, aku pn on laptop dowload la lgu2 yg aku suke..smbil on fbook..blog...bce blog favorite aku...
xlupe,lepak ngn mber2 sek..erm,wat masa skrg tgh plan2 nk jumpe..hu3...
cayalah!!!
bak kata aku td, mmg inilah cuti yg aku nntikn...hu3...psl studi xmoh pk lg sbb spoil mood aku cuti2 nie..bkn xnk pk cume i think bukan masanye lg..hu3.k, daa..wslam :)
...aku yg btul2 rasa relax skrg ni....
cuti kali nie best sgt!!!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

its time to do ur work...!!!

think about your work first...

then you can think about your holiday...

although its really hard but you have no choice..

just do it!!


...aku yg rsa byk nye keje kene wat tk cta...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

thanks guys!!

alhmdulillah..today everything was fine..all cta's works seems like going in right flow..ameen..

hopefully,everything will going fine until the end of our trial on this weekend..insyaallah...

but,we really need to thank ;

pak mid itself for helping us in doing cta...

v for helping us wif her camera...

chala for let us used his house as crime scenes...


last but not least all friends for ur cooperation...
thanks a lot guys..may Allah bless u all..ameen :)


...aku yg sgt berterima kasih kpd classmate aku n pak mid atas segalanya...

bila malas menguasai dunia....

malas..

ssh tul penyakit nie..kalu dh kene jangkit mmg payah...

aku la antara salah sorg pesakit ni..

skrg nie aku jd malas sgt nk wat keje tk cta..mls nk pk tk penat2 kn otak..pendek kata, malas la..tp jgn risau, panjang tak ckp pe2..muahaha..


sori la ye kengkawan kalau malas aku nie affect korg dlm wat2 keje cta ni..tp entahla..xtau pesal jd malas...pk nk bilk kg jew...mybe sbb xsmpat nk rest kot,hbis pper on friday last week trus sturday n sunday de clas...and this weekend trial..mmg cpat,tepat n padat...pergh...aku mmg suke la..kwang3..

dhla, aku nie smpt lg blogging padahal surat2 tk chemist report n sbagainye xsntuh pe lg..nk kene liquid la form2 n sebagainye..tgk la pe yg jd nnti kn..erm..wallahualam...


efa, chaiyOo..kuatkn semangat !! cepat hbis trial cepat leh blik rompin...yeah!!! :)


....aku yg sgt malas ketika ini...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

akhirnya..


akhirnya...

setelah keadaan huru-hara dlm hubungan aku n si dia..mklumlah,aku blik clas ngn agak tensen,dia lak bz keje n penat..pe yg kuar dr mulut asyik nk bergaduh je..tp sbelum tdo,smpt say sorry to each other dlm msg je n kalu free pg esk nk jumpe...

dis morning,suddenly dia katajd tak jumpe..aku kata on la nk settlekn problem yg kalu melarat parah..ei..xleh2..so,aku ajak breakfast sama2..dia smpai dlm kul8 then ktrg g breakfast kt syed n spent masa kt tasik..budget nk jogging tp msg2 mata kuyu..aku penat sbb lyan cite korea smpai kul3..dia lak blik kje ot penat..last2 chit-chat cmtue je..pe2 dh jernih kembali hubungan ktrg...msg2 trus trang pe yg tidak puas ati..ameen..syukur sgt msg2 leh terus trang n menjadikan hubungan lebih santai :)


"g la clas awk,x g bkn leh jmpe pn..sya keje ptg hrinie.."
*si dia yg already pening ngn prangai aku...hu3..


ok..tue je..smpt lg time aku ngn dia borak2 aku ckp kat dia "awk doakn clas sy cncel ptg nie.." dia jeling je..hi3..jganla marah..kalu rajin sya g k..hu3..


.....aku yg lega + hepi semuanya dpt disettlekn dgn baik..ameen....

Saturday, November 7, 2009

its between osna n osni only...

wahai OSNA...OSNI minta maaf ye sbb wat OSNA kecik ati..

citenye begini...osna beriye ckp jgn lupe tau,mlm nie dia nk call..so osni ckp ok..n then,bile osna call osni tgh mkn kt luar ngn mber2..borak sakan..so,xbape dgr osna ckp pe..itu ok lg..osna kata xpe,blik umh gtau dia nk call..osni terlupe nk gtau...

dan...hari itu pn berlalu begitu sahaja..

esknye osna senyap for the whole day..msg xblas,call pn confem2 la kn..n bru osni tringat, mybe sbb semalam...n bru juga osni teringat yg osni pernah request kat osna jamming ngn gitar lgu yg osni suke..pttla osna ckp,dia tgh main gitar..tp osni dgr gitu2 jew..


di sini,osni minta maaf byk2 sgt kat osna ye..tak sensitif bab2 cmtu..lain kali osni xwat lagi..promise!! :)


*osna = stand for org di sana
*osni = stand for org di sini

p/s= pd org2 yg rsa ei mengada nye tulis2 cmni..nk muntah..sila refer notification at the right side of this blog
yg mengatakn...

"ini blog aku,bla...bla..bla..suke atau tidak terpulang pd individu....." jd paham2 sendiri la ye...ha3..


....aku yg tibe2 cm mengada lak...ha3..

bongek itu adalah..

bongek itu adalah...

orang yg suke mengelat..mcmla kite xtau kn..ntah pe2..

bongek itu adalah...

org yg ckp je berapi,tp time wat keje hampeh...lari dr tnggungjwab..

bongek itu adalah...

org yg hnya pk kwn dia je,bkn nk pk org lain..ade ke ptt??

bongek itu adalah...

org yg very bossy...well,pe nk wat..kite org bwahan je kn..dgr je la..

bongek itu adalah...

org yg xberani challenge dri sendiri..wat malu je..very childish..


jgn lupe,bongek juga adalah...

nama suatu tempat di Malaysia


*hate me already??*
i will answer "ade aku kesah kew??

.....................................


bongek juga adalah...

org di sebelah sana yg xpahm org di sebelah sini rindu cm nk rak tp dia de hati nk wat ot..ei..

DAN...BONGEK itu adalah....

org yg cm aku yg tak phm org di sebelah sana sbuk bkerja tp still nk msg,nk jumpe..ha3..

......tapi jgn risau,

org disebelah sana cume acah je dia wat ot..sbnarnye nk dgr org disebelah sini ckp rindu dia, jd nk jumpe..ei,very mengada!! tp org itulah lah juga bhagia aku,duke aku..
xoxo



....aku yg rs tetibe nk ckp "bongek!!"....

..sekian..


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

derita merindu...



Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siap

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa...

............

derita sungguh ;

bile kata nk msg tp xmsg...
bile msg tetibe syp sbb dia ttdo,pnat keje..
bile kite rindu cm nk rak tp dia xleh wat pe2 sbb bz keje..


but...i know tht i really2 need to be more understanding..

~xpe awak..nxt time sya akn lebih memahami keadaan awak k :) xoxo..


...aku yg agak jiwang di saat ni..ntah pe2 kot..hu3..

Thursday, October 29, 2009

tensen kew??

erm..tak tahu la pesal tibe2 aku rs tensen..ei..next paper,esk paper bm..yg tue aku takdela risau sgt..bkn nye kata paper tue senang cume klau nk dibandingkn ngn paper evidence the next day nye..means lusa la kn..

aku dh mule mengalami sakit2 pale + migrain semenjak dua menjak nie...ei,nie yg aku lemah nie..bkn pe,aku kalu sakit2 pale migrain, totally will effect my mood..agak2 aku diam,wat dek je better biar la ye..bkn pe krang aku ckp menyakitkn ati org..lg berdosa..hu3..

skrg nie abis seme quiz aku main kat fbook..lepas tnsen pnye psal..smbil hafal format bm tk exam esk..baca2 evidence xpaham2 lak..mane la my blood pressure xnaik..tue yg sakit pale..aku dh ler xbape pick up sgt..jd kene bca byk2 kali tk pahmkn..erm..kuatkn semangt!!

pulak tue pk nk blik knduri my brother ahd ni ke x..family seme blik,aku je la n mybe my little sis xblik sbb de skorA..bkn pe,kalu aku blik means sbtu tue after paper evidence naik bas kt sek2 straight trus ke KL and then ke Pduraya naik bas kul 6ptg...ahad confem2 burn sbb knduri..bile msa lak nk studi civil..dh ler pper civil byk kot kene cover..mak aih,lomah jantung den ni hah.. skrg tgh discuss2 ngn ayah..ayh still suh blik..erm..tgkla cmne,aku blik kot tp mmg gmble la jwb civil nnti..hopefully everything will going fine..insyaallah..ameeen...

ok,tue je yg terpk kat pale skrg nie..pale still tgh berdenyut2..tnye pakwe aku dia suh minum air masak byk2..thanks awk for the advice..hi3..dh berbotol2 aku minum nie..alhmdulillah kurang sikit..moga cepat smbuh n leh tumpu kt bm n evidence...chaiyOo!! efa,u can do it!! :)


....aku yg rsa ntah pe2 skrg,aduyai....

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

3 more dear...

1paper dh lepas...3 more paper dear..what i need to do now is just be strong and
believe in myself that i can do it..
insyaallah..ameeen..

1st paper tdk sprti yg diharpkn...ingtkn question xla sbyak tue..skali 1question 100 marks and the best part had ank2 question tersebut sebyak 7question..tenganga gak la aku kat dewan tue 1st time bace soalan tue..hamik ko..nk sgt kn soalan..dia bg berbundle2 question..tak yah gaduh2...issue skrg nk jawab ke x..or smpat jawab ke x..hi3..

aku xdpt jwb byk soalan gak...nk wat cmne msa tak cukup..mybe aku ter'spent' byk sgt masa tk question yg tak perlukn byk explanation...ntah..i dunno..pas hbis jwb exam, my reaction.bese je..ade gak yg tegur,amboi hepi bkn main...aku taktau ape mksudnye..bg aku dh aku xleh wat,nk wat cmne..kalu menangis pn still cm tue gak..bknnye ape,kalu emosi sgt krang terbwa2 tk next paper..so better aku xfikir sgt,yg lepas dh la..hopefully,ok...aku mmg tul2 redha n twakal for dis paper...

mybe everyone had diffrent way to handle wif their emotion kan..so just respect la each other..tak yah gaduh2 ;)

what can i say now just try ur best in everything u do..insyaallah,Allah Maha Penyayang n Pemurah...ameeen...

lastly,gudluck la to all my friends for 3 more papers k..chaiyOo..!!


...aku yg berharap semuanya brjlan ngn lancar....

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

moments wif joy.tears.happiness

today is my convocation's day..hopefully everything will be fine..insyaallah..after 3 years struggled with this course, alhmdulillah i've survived..thanks to my family and friends for being so supportive and understanding..may ALLAH bless u all...ameen...

dont know why im being so sentimental dis morning..fells like want to cry..cry for my convo or bcoz afraid with final exam tomorrow..really have no idea..whatever it is..im really proud with myself..maybe for others this doesnt means anything but for me, its affect me a lot..

to all my friends batch june06-july09 (Bachelor of Legal Studies) congrats for our convocation today n wish u all best of luck in everything u do...wallahualam...


....aku yg bercampur baur perasaan skrg...

enjoy this song guys...lots of unforgettable memory...xoxo..


Saturday, October 17, 2009

im really sorry...

i know rite now you really mad at me..

but im really sorry..

nextime i will make sure my phone always be wif me dear...

miss you...xoxo...



...aku yg sgt rasa bersalah....

Friday, October 16, 2009

officially be taken...

today at 12.30 a.m

on 16th October 2009

im officially be taken again by BPP 2006-3014

now,i had realized that he's the only one that im looking for..


the only guy that i had fall in love..now n forever in my life...


really hope for blessing from Allah in our relationship...ameeen...



...aku yg mgharap hubungan kali nie berjalan dgn lancar...insyaallah...





Monday, October 12, 2009

dead at heart

Super Junior Dead at Heart Lyrics:

(korean lyric)


[Kyuhyun]
Jeongmal mweohan geongayo gireoddeon han hae dongan
Geudael bonaego nani eojeggajiui naneun
machi joogeoiddeon geotgwa gatneyo

[Sungmin]
Geureohke gireoddeon shigan sogen ddeonagan dangshinbakke eobneyo
[Donghae]
Geudae bakken amooreon saenggakhaji
anheun chae ireohke han haega jinaganeyo

Geudael chajagaddeon eoneu bi naerideon narui gieok hamkke
georeogaddeon wooril bichweojoodeon malgeun haetsal
[Yesung]
Geu eoneu hanado nareul ddeonaji anhko
naui meoritsogeseo nareul joogeoigge hae

[Ryeowook]
Chingoodeureun modoo eoreuni dwego
nan ajik cheoreobneun aicheoreom
[Yesung]
Geudaebakke amooreon saenggakhaji anheun
chae machi joogeo iddeon geotgwa gatneyo

[Siwon]
Geudael chajagaddeon eoneu bi naerideon narui gieok
[Leeteuk]
Hamkke georeogaddeon wooril bichweojoodeon malgeun haetsal
[Ryeowook]
Geu eoneu hanado nareul ddeonaji anhko
naui meoritsogeseo nareul joogeoigge hae

[Yesung]
Heyeojimeul ggaedadji mothaneun nan
ajikdo woori mirael sangsanghago
[Kyuhyun]
Heyeojin jigeumdo nae mameun eonjena geudaeui gyeoteseo
sarainneun geotcheoreom joogeoinneun geoyeyo

[All]
Neoreul saranghaeddeon soongan naega meomchweo beorin geoya
hamkke isseul ddaedo neoreul gieokhal soon eobseul geoya
[Ryeowook]
Geu eoneu hanado naega anieoddago
[Yesung]
Geureohke saenggakhamyeon
[Yesung/Ryeowook]
Amoogeotdo anin geol
[Kyuhyun]
Neoreul ijji mothamyeon naega joogeoinneun geot


english translation;
Really, what did you do during this love year
after letting you go, i felt like i was going to go crazy and die up until yesterday

in that long period of time, there’s only you who left me..
having no other thoughts but of you.. that’s how this year is passing by

the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die

all of my friends have become adults.. but me.. still like an immature child
having no other thoughts but of you.. it’s just like being dead

the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die

i can’t understand our breakup.. even now i imagine our future
even after our breakup, just like how my heart is always living by your side..
it’s as if it’s dead

i stop the moments that i loved you
even when we’re together, i won’t be able to remember you
if i just think that i wasn’t any of these.. then it’s nothing
if i can’t forget you.. it’s as if i’m dead




erm..aku yg sdg melayan perasaan..hu3..
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Saturday, October 3, 2009

aku.dia.memori.


ermm...aku bru je kuar ngn dia ptg td..actually plan nk jumpe jumaat ptg tp memandangkn aku de keje so xjd..plan ditunda ke hari ini (sbtu)..budget nk jumpe kat area2 shah alam je..tp pk2 blik takpela jln2 kat klang tgk2 area2 tmpat dia lak :) gilir2 la kn..hi3..

so,kalu leh xnk sushkn dia amik aku kt umh jd dgn niat suci murni aku pn kata amik aku kt syed s.4..tmpat haritue ktrg berbuke mmndngkn tmpat tue yg dia tau..tp dh menyushkn dia lak kene pusing2 kat area mcD..miscommunication sbnarnye..sori ye awak!! xsengaja..hu3..

so,ktrg decide g Jusco Bkt Tinggi klang..budget nk tgk wayang..smpai je sana ktrg g mkn dulu sbb aku mmg dh kebulur giler..mujur dia paham yg aku nie xleh mkn lmbt krang gastrik impliedly menunjukkn yg aku kuat makan!! opsss...hu3..

and then,ktrg g bli tiket wayang..tgk2 cite yg dkat time tue cume final destination 4..cume beberapa minit lg wayang nk mule time tue..since ktrg tak tau nk tgk cite pe..beli jela tiket tue..erm..time wyang dh stat about one hour ++ aku tgk dia,dia tgk aku..aku ckp xbest cite nie..xreal..dia pn setuju..pstu ktrg terus kuar wayang..mmg xbest pn cite tue..sbb xreal..kalu cite dia yg b4 this seme cm real..yg nie aku rs xbest..

pas ktrg kuar,dia temankn aku g jusco jap cri brg..aku beli skit je sbb niat bkn nk shopping pn :) bile dh penat berjalan..ktrg lepak2 kat kerusi yg ade smbil menjalnkn xtvt 'mari bergmbar' ha3..lawak rsnye sbb dh lame giler kot ktrg xjumpe..more less one year kot..if im not mistaken la kn..jd cm kekok...bile dh de mood bru ok pic2 nye..besela perasaan mesti dh lain..sabau je la aku nie..kwang3..

takde pe2 yg menarik sgt cume bile dh spent msa ngn dia tue yg menarik aku rsa :) perjumpaan rasmi ke2 ktrg nie berakhir ngn dia hntar aku blik umh..after heart to heart talk we decide if both of us free in the future we will meet again..owh,so swit..(poyo giler)

yg menariknye..dpt spent msa ngn dia..serius,aku btul2 jd diri aku yg sbenar dpn dia mybe msg2 dh besar tau pe mistakes ktrg dulu2..jd sempoi..mmg aku suke..suke sgt kot!!! ha3..

yg kelakarnya..mmndngkn dia nie tinggi jd aku kuar pakai wedges..elok dh control cun, tp bile time nk blik tue leh lak tpelecok kat pintu kete dia..malunye!! tp aku siap gelak2 ngn dia kot dlam kete..dia kata relaksla awk xde pe2 pn..tue yg aku suke ttg dia..sgt supportive n mmg faham aku wpun pstu ejek2 aku..wat aku xcontrol depan dia :) aku sgt suke kot...

yg switnye...if ade msa lg, ktrg akan jumpe lg..insyaallah..kalu diizinkn Allah..best dpt spent msa ngn dia..

our status...still as teman tp mesra wpun msg2 tau perasaan msg2 tp dua2 taknk rushing sbb belajar dr previous mistakes in our relationship..xpela,btter stay cmne..if ade jodoh, alhmdulillah..kenal ati budi msg2 dulu tul2 kn..hu3..

pic2 yg ktrg smpat amik;







..aku yg sangat hepi harinie...

~moga perhubungan ktrg dibrkati Allah swt..ameen..~
~kerna kita hanya merancang, Allah yg menentukan..wallahualam :) ~

Sunday, September 27, 2009

kenapa??

kenapa cuti raya 1 week je...??

jawapannye : sbb uitm bg cuti 1 week je..


kenapa esk ade test evidence??
(aku xstudi pe lagi nie wei...)

jawapannye : sbb b4 cuti rya aku confident giler nk test esk
- bdk2 lain confem dh tepu otak ngn ilmu evidence..hi3..


kenapa selasa ade case presentation??
(sikit pnye pjg case nye..budget nk senang cari, pilih MLJ pnye case skali 60++ pages)
hambik ko efa!! hu3

jawapannye : sbb mmg dh tertulis case aku tue will be present on that date daa..


kenapa mood + semangat nk studi xsmpai lg??

jawapannye : sbb aku nie xsedar2 lg dh nk mule blaja blik..asyik igt cuti je..aduyai..



kenapa ini semua prlu terjadi??
argggh...




kerna.

kerna..

kerna...

ini adalah realiti kehidupan yg perlu ditempuhi..suka atau tidak kene hadapinya dgn tenang + sabar barulah Allah sayang :) wallahualam..



...aku yg ntah pe2,ha3....

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

balik kampung + hari raya 09


salam..erm..firstly,just nk ucap selamat hari raya aidilfitri n maaf zahir batin to all my friends and family ..dan moga raya kali ini memberi seribu kerahmatan dpd Allah swt..ameen...

cerita yg berkaitan ngn hari raya 09.. balik kg owh balik kg..
actually,cite nie psl long journey aku,adik ira n adik ida blik kg dr shah alam ke kuala rompin @ umah kesyangannku..hu3..memule aku bdget nk blik hr khamis lepas bersamaan 17 sept 09 sbb tetibe ptg rabu tue dpt tau kls convey mdm noraziah cncel means no class for the whole day in thursday coz klas evidence, criminal n cta dh cncel awl2..giler suke aku sbb leh balik kg awal..tp tetibe tpkse cncel sbb alg aku kata nk hntar adik bongsu aku yg sek kt usj nk join blik mlm khamis tue..jd terpakse tunda blik hr jumaat.. hr khmis tue aku pn amik peluang tk g ofis jap nk bincang ngn firmmates psl keje2 tk file 3 convey..erm..so bile dh settle ptg tue aku pn blik..ha,yg bestnye hr khmis tue 'my first love' contact kta nk berbuke sma..actually dh lama plan nk berbuke sma cume asyik tak jd..jd ktrg saje plan hr khmis tue..and btul la org kata bile plan beriya selalunye tak jd tp kalu xplan tul2 jdi..and kesudhannye ktrg berbuke kt syed..jenuh gak la nk explain jln ke s.4 sbb dia xfamiliar kat sini..hi3..tp aku puas ati la dpt jumpe..wpun, perasaan dh berubah tp xpela,kawan je kan..dia pn dh byk berubah..sempoi...ha3..tue yg aku suke :)

ok, back to main topic..erm,so hr jumaat tue pg2 dlm kul 3 aku dh bgn..alhmdulillah senang nk bgn..bkn pe,ayh n alg aku kata kalu nk bertolak hri jumaat kene awl2 pg plg lewat pn kul 7 sbb nk elak jmmed..so,aku pn menguatkn semangt bgn kul 3 and plan bertolak kul 4 pg..what, 4 a.m?? leh cya ke..tp believe it or not..we make it..!! cyalah...aku ngn adik2 aku tul2 bsemangt nk blik awl..hi3...tpt jm 4.15 a.m ktrg bertolak..serius aku cm tak caya..so, ktrg meneruskn perjlnan n smpai bkt putus (tmpt yg aku plg gerun nk drive) dlm kul 5 lbih..pergh..ngn gelap nye aku mmg tawakal je..tp alhmdulillah..akhirnye berjaya lepas :) aku sgt bgga ngn diri ku...ha3..n aku mmg pecut gak la kt tmpt2 yg cm sunyi kn smbil tawakal..adik aku siap sound lg, kak ipah nk kejar pe..aku jwb,nk kejar umh..hi3..sabar je la..akhirnye ktrg slmt smpai kuala rompin dlm kul 8.30 a.m..

yg kelakarnye...
reaksi ayh aku : sgt terkejut xcaya ank dia yg degil ni leh bertolak awl2 pg n smpai kuala rompin dlm kul 8 lebih..hu3..cyalah efa..u maked everyone shocked!!

reaksi family mbers aku yg lain : pn terkejut tak caya..diorg tul2 cya bile aku smpai umh pg tue..hi3...

as a conclusion, seriously aku tak caya i had make it!! wpun bg org lain bnde ni bese je tp i'm really proud wif myself... random pics of our journey ;





our first raya;

first raya ktrg sungguh meriah..sbb pe?? sbb ada dua bby yg join raya kali ni..hi3..riuh rendah umh aku raya kali nie..giler ar..tp syok sbb sungguh meriah :) ..org kata lg ramai lg murah rezeki..mudah2 an..ameen..

cerita ttg first raya
kuala rompin + kg mersing + batu pahat
mule2 pg raya ktrg kumpul kat umh kuala rompin dulu..so, bile all the guys g smayang sunat rya kaum2 perempuan di rumah menyediakn juadah tk makan di pagi raya..so bile ayah,abg ipar n abg aku dh blik ktrg pn kumpul n mkn rmai2..bca doa2 yg berkaitan n kemudian,makan!! hi3..opsss..sebelum tue bermaaf-maafan sesama ktrg..sedih gak la tp mjur dpt control yela dh besar..malu sih..hu3..lepas mkn, spt biase siap2 g kg belah ayh..kt mersing..dkat je dlm sejam perjalanan..sbb fmily ayah sme berkumpul kat sana..tp aku n abg aku g singgh umh my future sis in law kt selendang..abg aku nk beraya tk kali terakhir sbgai teman istimewa kak wid @ bakal kak ipar,yela, pasni..insyaallah bln 11 nie dh sah jd suami isteri...ameen..so smpai mersing trus ktrg beraya umh sedara-mara yg terdekat di keliling umh atok...

balik je beraya dr mersing ktrg trus g melawat angh aku kt btu pahat sbb angh aku xdpt cuti first rya...besela,dh cuti kawen lama hrtue..hi3...tkpela ngah yg penting mjlis smbut menantu kat kelantan raya ke4 dpt spend masa rya..hu3..ktrg dtg btu pahat knvoi 3 kete..smpai je sana rya2 jap smbil borak2..driver2 pn melepaskn penat..ahaks..kemudian ktrg pn g merlong..plan ayah aku nie di saat2 akhir tp ktrg pn pergi je sbb dh dekat ngn btu pahat..dlm 1 jam lebih perjalanan smpai merlong beraya umh sedara atok belah ayah..pe2 pn ktrg mmg berjlan sakan la first raya nie..yg penatnye driver2 la..opsss...bkn driver, penyelamat ktrg la kalu x spe nk bw kte..hi3..

pics yg smpt ktrg tgkp ;








...aku yg bersyukur...
kpd Allah swt, sbb diprmudahkn segala urusan kami sekeluarga..ameen..<3

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

shopping raya!!

slam..erm,aku br blik dr shopping raya td ngn mar n yati (housemate yg very baik ati sbb temankn aku shopping..hi3)

actually,today byk clas cncel..this morning,contract cncel..10.30 pnye class dh mmg xde sbb dh abis syllabuss..nk blik awal xde mber lak so aku tggu mar blik clas on 10.30..blik tue,mmg tdo xingt dunia la kt umh..erm,pstu budget xnk g clas civil..tp mar nk agkt kuih2 rya cm byk lak..aku pn pergi clas civil wpun tahu rmai yg xdtg..hi3..ikhlas,sbb rasa cm mls nk ponteng ;) tetibe baik lak..

ei..ni bkn subject matter ni..subject matter psl shopping raya..so,tnpa mbuang masa hbis clas kul4 trus la aku,mar n yati meneruskn perjuangan bershopping..tk g mane pn..just g pkns tp dh ckup mmbuatkn ktrg pening pale pk bju mane yg nk beli..hu3..biasela,perempuan kn cerewet skit..akhirnya,bju yg aku bli..

kebaya labuh (color merah ati) -
[tk mjlis kawen abg aku..since tema dia merah ati..]

bju kurung pahang (purple color)-
[saje wat spare tk bju raya thn ni since this year tema color purple]

wedges kt vincci (black color)-
[just award myself since dh lame giler xbli kasut..hi3..]

smpat lg berbuke pose di Uncle K kat SACC Mall..hi3..pe2,thanks to both of them yg sabar je tgk aku pilih2 baju..hi3..maklumlah aku mmg cerewet giler plih baju ;) pe2, still under budget..jd alhmdulillah x over budget..kene save skit sbb nk blik kg..hu..ok, tue je nk cite..

yg xbest,cri bju naufal (bju mlayu tk baby) xdpt..pnat pusing2..xpela,xde rezeki..erm..cri kopiah naufal pn xdpt..tue yg mak ndak naufal xingat dunia shopping rya..

pe2,aku mmg agk puas ati dpt cri brg yg aku nk..ha3..n aku dpt rasakn aura raya amat kuat di dlm diri aku skrag ;) xsabarnye nk smbut raya...yeah!! moga Allah brkati perjalanan kita semua ms pulang berhari rya..insyaallah..ameen..


...aku yg xabis2 pk nk raya...
*no pic sbb mls nk transfer drp hndphone ;)*

*thanks to my SP yg bg kad raya + duit raya to all his firmmates
-may Allah bless u, Heikal n also ur family..ameen*

Saturday, September 12, 2009

crush on you

pergh..xsgka yg aku leh ter'crush' ngn this person..

sbb pe..aku kagum ngn suara dia time nyanyi (nasyid or x) if dia wat performance

the latest one...

dia azan time solat berjemaah kat fac ;p


i know, those yg g already know who is the person tht im referring to..hu3..


really2 had crush on him la..aduyai..


demand ke kalu aku kata aku nk some1 yg leh imamkn aku n ank2 aku one day..ha3..
poyo je aku ni kn..tp crush aku nie mmg ade ciri2 yg aku cri..tp,aku just crush on him..dont think lebih2 ye..kwang3..xpsl2 kene serang ngn awek dia..naya aku ;p


ha,xbaik tau suke pd org lain pnye bf..opss..trlebih sudah!!


...aku yg leh ter'crush' lak..


all about test..

slm..erm..hrnie hri sbtu..mlm td ade kls smpai mlm..ish,letih la rsnye..aku rs sjk masuk llb ni idup aku cm tak terurus je..bkn sbb pe,dulu leh la lepak kt umh ptg2 smbil tgk tv kn..skrg?? leh dikatakn the whole day aku hbiskn masa kt opis kot..erm..xpela,kenela sacrify kn nk berjaya..insyaallah..mayAllah bless me..ameeen...

ckp psl test nie..antara cite yg berkaitan..;

contract- SP aku yg bijak..
last 2 weeks ktrg ade test contract(remedies)..mmndgkn test ni one day after test bnkruptcy so cm takde ms nk studi (aku je la) aku rs bdk2 lain smangt studi..aku ni bkn studi,stado..hu3..bca sikit tdo..habis cmne nk skor..tp aku akui yg aku mmg xbape fahm contract,dh la aku ni xbpe cpat nk pickup,fhm2 je la..kwang3..so,aku hafal je note tue..phm xphm blkang cite..bile jwb tue aku muntahkn la sgala yg aku ingt..apedaa..

bile dpt result,aku dpt cukup2 mkn je..means pras2 idung..skit lg nk fail..opsss..mak, ayh ipah minta maaf byk2 ye..yg best nye SP aku dpt result gmpk tue..4/5..mmg bijak SP aku..yg xleh bla,eksyen tul..he deserved it,mule2 cm xcaya tp tgk answer dia byk case..mmg rajin hafal case mamat nie..congrats la kt SP aku..!! cayalah..

bm - aku yg stado bkn studi..
smalm test bm..actually lecturer dh gtau last week lg test jmaat..erm..mmdgkn byk keje lain so hr khamis subuh tue bru aku tgk note..bile g klas jumaat tue mmg aku sleepy thp gaban..xtau la pesal..mkn berbuke kt fac xingt dunia kot..ha3..mjur kls sir yunus abis awal..aku tnpa mmbuang masa terus g surau,smbil bw note bm..tau aku wtpe..tdo la wei..aku ngntuk sgt..!! hu3..about 1 hour gak la aku tdo..bgn2 dh nk msuk zhor..ha,bru gelabah..baca yg mane aku ingt je..redha tul..time jwb test bm tue aku mmg ikut common sense aku la jwb..goreng2 skit..wpun bm nie sbnarnye xleh goreng..ha3..aku tgk bdk2 lain smangat jwb,xangkt pale kot jwb..perggh..giler hebat la..aku je yg tgk2 org jwb..kantoi,xstudi..hi3..yg pasti,dpt result cmne pn aku terima je dgn ati yg terbuke..kwang3..ape nk jd la aku nie kn..promise ng parents bkn main berkobar2..lor..

criminal-coming soon...
khamis next week test criminal..erm..spptnye skrg aku tgh studi criminal bkn bz ngn fbook or blog..tp nk wt cmne..aku nie..pemalas sgt...adui..hopefully i manage to cover all the topic yg msuk test..insyaallah..ameen..aku agk risau criminal sbb cm byk giler kot kne hfal..dhla subjek nie subjek yg tough..erm..ya Allah,prmudhkn hambaMu ini dlm belajar...ameeen ;p


..pe2 chaiyOo efa..!!


..aku yg spptnye studi skrg ni..hu3..

kerna sekali....

aku xtau nape aku nk tulis pasl topic ni..tp xpela,biar je la..blog aku,aku pnye suke la kn..ha3..

khamis hrtue,aku dpt tau my first love dpt posting kat klang..erm..means mkin dkt ngn s.alm..jika sblum nie dia jauh..aduh..bile ckp psl first love ni ssh skit nk lupe..tul x..tp aku dpt rskn yg aku akn mudh mengalami migrain,moody n sbgainye la..dia xde pe2 pn aku je yg gelabah..arggh..case hrtue pn pasl miscommunication..its my fault actually ;p nobody perfect rite...msg2 ade slh n msg2 dh say sorry..but,one thing that aku personally kagum ttg dia..dia btul2 tahan ngn sikap aku yg ntah pe2..maaf ats sglanya kt dia..opss..yg wat aku risau,dia msih single..ish..nie yg pyah..the best part is,he had told me many times yg dia tau aku mmg ssh nk cri pengganti sbb dia tau aku cmne..ish,kurang asam tul!! hu3..
pe2, we still friends ;p

owh,no..!!
adakh cinta lama bputik kembali??

......kerna......

...sekali...

...cinta....


....aku ttp cinta....

*arggh..what happen to me??*


...aku yg gelabah tak tentu psl..ha3..

(...he's the only one tht im referring to when some1 ask about my special one...)

Sunday, September 6, 2009

flaming oh flaming

slam..erm..xde pe pn just nk cite yg aku smlm mkn kt flaming steamboat kt sebelah sunway pyramid..sedap sih..mmg puas hati..hi3..wlaupun bermcm dugaan nk g sana dr s.alm..ha3..dhla ramai org kot,mjur booked dulu tuepn booked 830 kul 930 bru dpt tmpat..tp xkish sbb ktrg mmg dh ready nk serbu..hu3..

kesimpulanye aku mmg puas ati tahap gaban,seme mkanan aku cube kot smpai desert2 aku tibai..ha3..nasibla kn aku dh save perut sblum g sana..hi3..alhmdulillah,smpai je umh,xlame pstue ujan lebat..Allah permudhkn urusan kami..ameeen...

pe2,really thnkful to mar n yati(yg beriya ajak aku try steamboat kt sini)
fifi n felix (yg dengar je ape yg diborakkn..hu3)

next time if kite free,kite g lg ye sana..dh tbayang2 steamboat nye..argggh...i love it!!!


*no pics since asyik bz makn je..ho3*


at least, now i discover new place to hanging out wif my beloved person..ahaks...



...aku yg dh suke giler mkn kat flaming steamboat ni...

...sentimental mood....






*both of this video really put me in sentimental mood..hu3*



...aku yg tetibe rs sentimental je..ha3...

Friday, August 28, 2009

the lucky laki

the lucky laki yg 'wow'

erm..aku suke dgr lgu band nie (bkn superman)..funky2 skit..hi3..mule2 aku dgr aku tpk sapela nnyi lagu nie..tp lagu ni ssuai tk fun2 la..ghupenye lgu ni lgu the lucky laki and the best things is band ni tdiri drp ank2 ahmad dhani (dewa)..

aku suke tgk MV lgu nie..cm swit memories wif ank2 dia..n seriously, their talent had really impressed me..kecik2 dh jd play keyboar, drum n guitar...suke la aku tgk..dh la cute..hi3..

random info n pics of the lucky laki..

The Lucky Laki adalah sebuah band yang dianggotai oleh anak2 gitaris Dewa19 iaitu Ahmad Dhani. The Lucky Laki popular dengan lagu mereka yang berjudul “Bukan Superman”. Lagu ini dicipta sendiri oleh Ahmad Dhani untuk anak-anaknya.

El (pemain drum + vokal)

Al (gitaris + vokal)

Dol (vokalis utama + pemain bass)


...aku yg suke tgk bdk2 ni jamming...cute sih!!...

bkn semua..

bkn semua org macm kite..

bkn semua org paham apa yg kite fikir..

bkn juga semua org pahm exactly keadaan kite...

and the best part is, bkn semua org suke kite ;p

krana kite xleh wat org suke kite..jd just b yourself dear..anything happen in future just b strong..insyaallah.. Allah Maha adil n Maha mengetahui..mgkin ade hikmah setiap yg berlaku n mgkin ade hikmah tk kite menilai kekurangn diri sndiri...bcoz,nobody is perfect...wallahulam..



jdi..please share wif others if anything wrong..bcoz sharing is caring rite ;p


*trying so hard to blame mysefl b4 blame others*


am i being to emotional??? arggh..really hate dis feelings..

really sorry to anyone who hd effected bcoz of me..sorry guys..


...aku yg rs sapela thn ngn aku nie.hu3...


*im already miss him like crazy*

hujan yang turun...

tetibe teringat lgu sudirman hujan...erm..pastu ingt band hujan...semenye berkaitan dgn hujan..

xde pe,ptg smlm dpt good news dr our OM..class cta cncel..hi3..hepi sgt sbb pe?? erm..written submission de kene edit skit2 lg..xpractice lg..insyaallah..moga Allah permudhkn segala urusan..ameeen...

subject matter psl hujan kn..ok,since clas criminal abis kul 4 aku pn nk chow dulu la..first planning aku n mar g bazar seksyen 7..elok2 aku dh dlm fikiran g seksyen 7 mar bg idea g stadium..bazar kat stadium..dh lame sbnarnye aku promise nk bw diorg g bzar stadium..bw yati n mar..tp ptg td yati hbis clas kul 6, dia nk stayback wat keje..so aku xtpikir nk g stadium..setelah pk2,aku pn stuju..time pg tue ok je cuaca..xprasan nk ujan..elok on the way tue ujan...pdhal dh smpai parking stdium tue ha..sabar je la...dugaan di bulan pose...

aku bw skali yun n yani..sblum jejak bazar msg2 remind kat diri yg kata thn nfsu nk beli juadah berbuke..tp ape jadi?? wlaupun hujan..tetapi hujan yg trun tidak mlemahkn smangt ktorg tk pusing2 kat bazar tue..dgn tempias nye..hujan yg turun juga tidak dpt mengelak ktrg drpd beli skan juadh..yela seme nmpak sedap..

tau pe juadah ktrg smalam??
-nasi beriani dging
-roti john special
-sata n plut pnggang
-murtabak
-cndwan goreng
-cendol
-ikan pari bakar (wat shur)
-rendang dging (wat shur)

kesudhnye..byk la duit abis kat bzar stdium wlaupun hujan..erm..kalu xujan mau berhbis duit lg..astagfirullah al azim..insaf2..

on the way blik,jammed xhengat..setiap jln kot jammed..aku dh tnsen..dhla sejuk kene ujan,menggigil gak la aku drive..sbb sejuk..nk buke tingkap ujan jd on aircond..last2 aku yg ketar..hu3..byk kete lak..tp serius,mmg pengalaman yg bru bg aku yg amatur nie n im really appreciate it bcoz i learn to drive in raining + jammed + s.alm= really menguji kesabaran aku n skill aku..alhmdulillah slamat pulang..wpun dh berbakul2 ayt2 kurang molek kuar dri mulut aku mengutuk driver2 yg amik lesen trbang..erm..tul la ckp my mom,rmbut sama hitam hati lain2 kn..wallahualam..

*tq to mar,yani n yun being patient wif me*

...aku yg dpt pengalaman bru n puas hati dpt mkn something new...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

hepi ramadhan...




hepi ramadhan to all muslim around the world..

moga ramadhan kali ini mberi sribu kerahmatan kpd kita semua..insyaallah..ameeen...


...cubelah utk bykkan amal ibadat di bulan mulia ini..
(remind myself also)

ssungguhnya Syaitan diikat ketika ramdhan,
jdi nilai lah diri sndiri ketika ada niat tk melakukan perkara yg kurang baik..wallahualam...


..aku yg sgt berharap ramdhn kali ini :
mberi seribu kerhmatan n kesdaran serta kesbaran mghadapi dugaan...
...insyaallah..

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