Saturday, December 19, 2009
yes but no..
miss him
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
its ur besday dear
besday's song to u ; hepi besday to u...hepi besday to u..hepi besday to u...
heeeepiiiii bessssdaaaayyyy to uuuuuuu!!! :D
*wish u best of luck in ur life..
*may Allah bless u always..ameen..
*keep rockin baby :)
*always miss n luv u dear...
....aku yg nk wish happy besday to someone special in my heart...
~phew..poyo sih ayt di ats..ha3...~
comei gak...
tue je aku nk ckp..hu3..
...aku yg rasa minah nie sgt comei...
Friday, December 11, 2009
ape yg terlintas di kepala..
- "ade la tue awk wat tak tul...cube ingt blik" - ngumpat mber2 la tue..hi3
- "tuela main2 lg, bz bkn main lg tp result..." - nie yg plg sentap aku dengar..ha3..
- " tgk cam sy lepak jew, result gempak siap jd best student lg time knvo - nie mmg aku xleh bla...poyo nye bf aku nie..rasa nk hempuk je..blagak giler!!! whatever!!
- " awk syukurla , kurang2 awk passed seme paper de hikmah di sebaliknye" - ayt alim sih dr bf aku n time dia ckp ayt nie aku bantai gelak..kwang3..xleh seriusla..nk gelak jew..poyo kan..
tp kn stu je la yg aku rs tetibe nk kongsi..
erm, kdg2 org kta psangn kite sling melengkapi..ade gak yg kata psgan kite contra ngn sifat kite..tp bkn nak ckp pe la, kalu tul steady bf aku nie jodoh aku..insyaallah + ameeen...mmg contra giler, xde mknenye kongsi minat sama2..stu jela, minat makan!! hi3..yg lain, aku suke dia xbape gemar tp yg bestnye aku n dia dua2 try to respect each other wlaupn dlm hati mbara je..ahaks..ayat bese ktrg "apela yg awak suke sgt bende nie..ntah pe2" hu3..tp ktrg xkisah..laaayaan...moga jodoh ktrg berpanjangan...ameen..pe2, sempoi !!!
jap2..satu kew??? de lg..
* pening ngn soalan pe yg awak suke ttg sya..nape yg awk suke sya..tang mane awk suke sya..urgggh...slalu nye aku jwb, awk fikirla sendiri n time aku tnye dia, dia bls mende yg sma..hambek ko..ahaks..sape suh ckp dulu!!! n my concept is simple..aku trus trang je n bf aku mmg dh masak ngn perangai aku..sbb terlmpau jujur tak ksah hati n perasaan org lain..aduila..sungguh tidak baik pnye perangai kn..sabau je la :)
...aku yg taip ape yg terlintas kt pale aku skrg...
ha...injection lg???
aku bru blik dr clinic td..adui..kene lg injection..
actually, kt kaki aku nie de cm jgkitan kuman la..aku perasan after aku blik dri prctical training kt terengganu...mule2 g klinik uitm, bg ubt sapu je..tak baik gak..blik rompin, aku g kk (klinik kesihatan) ei..still dpt ubt spu gak..name ubt sapu tp sapu pnye sapu xbaik2 gak..last2 aku g klinik swasta kt cini gak la..family aku slalu g klinik ni tp aku je yg malas..yela segan beb, dr tue lelaki..quite mude la tue..ish..lg sogan den..ha3..tp nk wat cmne, mmg klinik nie treatment dia plg bagus la.. g klinik nie sng je trus bg injection..hamek ko! pastu alhmdulillh dh baek aku pnye jngkitan kuman kat kaki tue..
tp, bru2 naik semule infection tue..ei..merah2 kaki, gtal tak leh bla.tp kene kat kaki sebelah lg..aku yg tak tahan gatal g la klinik tue semule..dr tue gelak2 je nengok aku...nk ckp yg nk injection pn aku sogan tp mmg injection last choice la sbb tak tahn sgt..so wat dek je la..and ape yg aku leh ckp...kene injection lg??? satu lg yg aku bru tau..itu bukan jgkitan kuman tp alergic...ei,sejak bile kulit aku ni jd kulit org kaya..takleh makn seafood..kalu leh gune dettol..(byk duit aku!! hu3) tp xpela nk jga kesihatn pnye pasal..laayan...
arggh..dh selamat pn kene daa..
erm,whatever!!
* jaga diri n kesihatan baik2 ye kwan2*
...aku yg still fobia ngn injection td...
arghhh...almost there but...
almost there dear but....
what can i do...xde rezeki la :) just a liltle bit but still not reach...arggh...
but, its ok..i will give my 120% comitment to reach the goal in my studies..chaiyOo efa!! with Allah's blessing...insyaallah :)
sometimes...i realized that;
its a matter of luck actually...the lesson is just grab any chances that will make u reach your goal..dont be too kind..hu3..erm...whatever!!! etc..kalu leh tiru,tiru je..kalu leh bodek, bodek je..why??? if we realized or not in real life that thing still exist rite..just pray that dis type of people stay away from me...but who am i to ask for dat thing..ha3...
there is a people tht cannot looked dumb (is it a correct word??) in front of others...dunno why, relaxla we still in learning process..its better we were wrong in study rather than when working..its mybe too late then when we are working..
there is also people who really kind in front of you but whether you realized or not later stabbed behind you...erm...i had meet dis types of people many times....
..thats all i want to write for this time...
*sori for my broken english..its better try rather than done nothing..hu3*
...aku yg ntah pe2....
suka duka ku bersama ank buah
can i expecting more??
Saturday, December 5, 2009
between fb or fs...
Friday, December 4, 2009
exercise!!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
planning for suprise??
percubaan pertama...erm..not bad...
Sunday, November 29, 2009
cuti sebenar....
Thursday, November 12, 2009
its time to do ur work...!!!
then you can think about your holiday...
although its really hard but you have no choice..
just do it!!
...aku yg rsa byk nye keje kene wat tk cta...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
thanks guys!!
hopefully,everything will going fine until the end of our trial on this weekend..insyaallah...
but,we really need to thank ;
pak mid itself for helping us in doing cta...
v for helping us wif her camera...
chala for let us used his house as crime scenes...
last but not least all friends for ur cooperation...
thanks a lot guys..may Allah bless u all..ameen :)
...aku yg sgt berterima kasih kpd classmate aku n pak mid atas segalanya...
bila malas menguasai dunia....
ssh tul penyakit nie..kalu dh kene jangkit mmg payah...
aku la antara salah sorg pesakit ni..
skrg nie aku jd malas sgt nk wat keje tk cta..mls nk pk tk penat2 kn otak..pendek kata, malas la..tp jgn risau, panjang tak ckp pe2..muahaha..
sori la ye kengkawan kalau malas aku nie affect korg dlm wat2 keje cta ni..tp entahla..xtau pesal jd malas...pk nk bilk kg jew...mybe sbb xsmpat nk rest kot,hbis pper on friday last week trus sturday n sunday de clas...and this weekend trial..mmg cpat,tepat n padat...pergh...aku mmg suke la..kwang3..
dhla, aku nie smpt lg blogging padahal surat2 tk chemist report n sbagainye xsntuh pe lg..nk kene liquid la form2 n sebagainye..tgk la pe yg jd nnti kn..erm..wallahualam...
efa, chaiyOo..kuatkn semangat !! cepat hbis trial cepat leh blik rompin...yeah!!! :)
....aku yg sgt malas ketika ini...
Sunday, November 8, 2009
akhirnya..
setelah keadaan huru-hara dlm hubungan aku n si dia..mklumlah,aku blik clas ngn agak tensen,dia lak bz keje n penat..pe yg kuar dr mulut asyik nk bergaduh je..tp sbelum tdo,smpt say sorry to each other dlm msg je n kalu free pg esk nk jumpe...
dis morning,suddenly dia katajd tak jumpe..aku kata on la nk settlekn problem yg kalu melarat parah..ei..xleh2..so,aku ajak breakfast sama2..dia smpai dlm kul8 then ktrg g breakfast kt syed n spent masa kt tasik..budget nk jogging tp msg2 mata kuyu..aku penat sbb lyan cite korea smpai kul3..dia lak blik kje ot penat..last2 chit-chat cmtue je..pe2 dh jernih kembali hubungan ktrg...msg2 trus trang pe yg tidak puas ati..ameen..syukur sgt msg2 leh terus trang n menjadikan hubungan lebih santai :)
"g la clas awk,x g bkn leh jmpe pn..sya keje ptg hrinie.."
*si dia yg already pening ngn prangai aku...hu3..
ok..tue je..smpt lg time aku ngn dia borak2 aku ckp kat dia "awk doakn clas sy cncel ptg nie.." dia jeling je..hi3..jganla marah..kalu rajin sya g k..hu3..
.....aku yg lega + hepi semuanya dpt disettlekn dgn baik..ameen....
Saturday, November 7, 2009
its between osna n osni only...
citenye begini...osna beriye ckp jgn lupe tau,mlm nie dia nk call..so osni ckp ok..n then,bile osna call osni tgh mkn kt luar ngn mber2..borak sakan..so,xbape dgr osna ckp pe..itu ok lg..osna kata xpe,blik umh gtau dia nk call..osni terlupe nk gtau...
dan...hari itu pn berlalu begitu sahaja..
esknye osna senyap for the whole day..msg xblas,call pn confem2 la kn..n bru osni tringat, mybe sbb semalam...n bru juga osni teringat yg osni pernah request kat osna jamming ngn gitar lgu yg osni suke..pttla osna ckp,dia tgh main gitar..tp osni dgr gitu2 jew..
di sini,osni minta maaf byk2 sgt kat osna ye..tak sensitif bab2 cmtu..lain kali osni xwat lagi..promise!! :)
*osna = stand for org di sana
*osni = stand for org di sini
p/s= pd org2 yg rsa ei mengada nye tulis2 cmni..nk muntah..sila refer notification at the right side of this blog
yg mengatakn...
"ini blog aku,bla...bla..bla..suke atau tidak terpulang pd individu....." jd paham2 sendiri la ye...ha3..
....aku yg tibe2 cm mengada lak...ha3..
bongek itu adalah..
orang yg suke mengelat..mcmla kite xtau kn..ntah pe2..
bongek itu adalah...
org yg ckp je berapi,tp time wat keje hampeh...lari dr tnggungjwab..
bongek itu adalah...
org yg hnya pk kwn dia je,bkn nk pk org lain..ade ke ptt??
bongek itu adalah...
org yg very bossy...well,pe nk wat..kite org bwahan je kn..dgr je la..
bongek itu adalah...
org yg xberani challenge dri sendiri..wat malu je..very childish..
jgn lupe,bongek juga adalah...
nama suatu tempat di Malaysia
*hate me already??*
i will answer "ade aku kesah kew??
.....................................
bongek juga adalah...
org di sebelah sana yg xpahm org di sebelah sini rindu cm nk rak tp dia de hati nk wat ot..ei..
DAN...BONGEK itu adalah....
org yg cm aku yg tak phm org di sebelah sana sbuk bkerja tp still nk msg,nk jumpe..ha3..
......tapi jgn risau,
org disebelah sana cume acah je dia wat ot..sbnarnye nk dgr org disebelah sini ckp rindu dia, jd nk jumpe..ei,very mengada!! tp org itulah lah juga bhagia aku,duke aku..xoxo
....aku yg rs tetibe nk ckp "bongek!!"....
..sekian..
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
derita merindu...
Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siap
Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa...
............
derita sungguh ;
bile kata nk msg tp xmsg...
bile msg tetibe syp sbb dia ttdo,pnat keje..
bile kite rindu cm nk rak tp dia xleh wat pe2 sbb bz keje..
but...i know tht i really2 need to be more understanding..
~xpe awak..nxt time sya akn lebih memahami keadaan awak k :) xoxo..
...aku yg agak jiwang di saat ni..ntah pe2 kot..hu3..
Thursday, October 29, 2009
tensen kew??
aku dh mule mengalami sakit2 pale + migrain semenjak dua menjak nie...ei,nie yg aku lemah nie..bkn pe,aku kalu sakit2 pale migrain, totally will effect my mood..agak2 aku diam,wat dek je better biar la ye..bkn pe krang aku ckp menyakitkn ati org..lg berdosa..hu3..
skrg nie abis seme quiz aku main kat fbook..lepas tnsen pnye psal..smbil hafal format bm tk exam esk..baca2 evidence xpaham2 lak..mane la my blood pressure xnaik..tue yg sakit pale..aku dh ler xbape pick up sgt..jd kene bca byk2 kali tk pahmkn..erm..kuatkn semangt!!
pulak tue pk nk blik knduri my brother ahd ni ke x..family seme blik,aku je la n mybe my little sis xblik sbb de skorA..bkn pe,kalu aku blik means sbtu tue after paper evidence naik bas kt sek2 straight trus ke KL and then ke Pduraya naik bas kul 6ptg...ahad confem2 burn sbb knduri..bile msa lak nk studi civil..dh ler pper civil byk kot kene cover..mak aih,lomah jantung den ni hah.. skrg tgh discuss2 ngn ayah..ayh still suh blik..erm..tgkla cmne,aku blik kot tp mmg gmble la jwb civil nnti..hopefully everything will going fine..insyaallah..ameeen...
ok,tue je yg terpk kat pale skrg nie..pale still tgh berdenyut2..tnye pakwe aku dia suh minum air masak byk2..thanks awk for the advice..hi3..dh berbotol2 aku minum nie..alhmdulillah kurang sikit..moga cepat smbuh n leh tumpu kt bm n evidence...chaiyOo!! efa,u can do it!! :)
....aku yg rsa ntah pe2 skrg,aduyai....
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
3 more dear...
believe in myself that i can do it..
insyaallah..ameeen..
1st paper tdk sprti yg diharpkn...ingtkn question xla sbyak tue..skali 1question 100 marks and the best part had ank2 question tersebut sebyak 7question..tenganga gak la aku kat dewan tue 1st time bace soalan tue..hamik ko..nk sgt kn soalan..dia bg berbundle2 question..tak yah gaduh2...issue skrg nk jawab ke x..or smpat jawab ke x..hi3..
aku xdpt jwb byk soalan gak...nk wat cmne msa tak cukup..mybe aku ter'spent' byk sgt masa tk question yg tak perlukn byk explanation...ntah..i dunno..pas hbis jwb exam, my reaction.bese je..ade gak yg tegur,amboi hepi bkn main...aku taktau ape mksudnye..bg aku dh aku xleh wat,nk wat cmne..kalu menangis pn still cm tue gak..bknnye ape,kalu emosi sgt krang terbwa2 tk next paper..so better aku xfikir sgt,yg lepas dh la..hopefully,ok...aku mmg tul2 redha n twakal for dis paper...
mybe everyone had diffrent way to handle wif their emotion kan..so just respect la each other..tak yah gaduh2 ;)
what can i say now just try ur best in everything u do..insyaallah,Allah Maha Penyayang n Pemurah...ameeen...
lastly,gudluck la to all my friends for 3 more papers k..chaiyOo..!!
...aku yg berharap semuanya brjlan ngn lancar....
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
moments wif joy.tears.happiness
dont know why im being so sentimental dis morning..fells like want to cry..cry for my convo or bcoz afraid with final exam tomorrow..really have no idea..whatever it is..im really proud with myself..maybe for others this doesnt means anything but for me, its affect me a lot..
to all my friends batch june06-july09 (Bachelor of Legal Studies) congrats for our convocation today n wish u all best of luck in everything u do...wallahualam...
....aku yg bercampur baur perasaan skrg...
enjoy this song guys...lots of unforgettable memory...xoxo..
Saturday, October 17, 2009
im really sorry...
but im really sorry..
nextime i will make sure my phone always be wif me dear...
miss you...xoxo...
...aku yg sgt rasa bersalah....
Friday, October 16, 2009
officially be taken...
on 16th October 2009
im officially be taken again by BPP 2006-3014
now,i had realized that he's the only one that im looking for..
the only guy that i had fall in love..now n forever in my life...
really hope for blessing from Allah in our relationship...ameeen...
...aku yg mgharap hubungan kali nie berjalan dgn lancar...insyaallah...
Monday, October 12, 2009
dead at heart
(korean lyric)
[Kyuhyun]
Jeongmal mweohan geongayo gireoddeon han hae dongan
Geudael bonaego nani eojeggajiui naneun
machi joogeoiddeon geotgwa gatneyo
[Sungmin]
Geureohke gireoddeon shigan sogen ddeonagan dangshinbakke eobneyo
[Donghae]
Geudae bakken amooreon saenggakhaji
anheun chae ireohke han haega jinaganeyo
Geudael chajagaddeon eoneu bi naerideon narui gieok hamkke
georeogaddeon wooril bichweojoodeon malgeun haetsal
[Yesung]
Geu eoneu hanado nareul ddeonaji anhko
naui meoritsogeseo nareul joogeoigge hae
[Ryeowook]
Chingoodeureun modoo eoreuni dwego
nan ajik cheoreobneun aicheoreom
[Yesung]
Geudaebakke amooreon saenggakhaji anheun
chae machi joogeo iddeon geotgwa gatneyo
[Siwon]
Geudael chajagaddeon eoneu bi naerideon narui gieok
[Leeteuk]
Hamkke georeogaddeon wooril bichweojoodeon malgeun haetsal
[Ryeowook]
Geu eoneu hanado nareul ddeonaji anhko
naui meoritsogeseo nareul joogeoigge hae
[Yesung]
Heyeojimeul ggaedadji mothaneun nan
ajikdo woori mirael sangsanghago
[Kyuhyun]
Heyeojin jigeumdo nae mameun eonjena geudaeui gyeoteseo
sarainneun geotcheoreom joogeoinneun geoyeyo
[All]
Neoreul saranghaeddeon soongan naega meomchweo beorin geoya
hamkke isseul ddaedo neoreul gieokhal soon eobseul geoya
[Ryeowook]
Geu eoneu hanado naega anieoddago
[Yesung]
Geureohke saenggakhamyeon
[Yesung/Ryeowook]
Amoogeotdo anin geol
[Kyuhyun]
Neoreul ijji mothamyeon naega joogeoinneun geot
english translation;
Really, what did you do during this love year
after letting you go, i felt like i was going to go crazy and die up until yesterday
in that long period of time, there’s only you who left me..
having no other thoughts but of you.. that’s how this year is passing by
the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die
all of my friends have become adults.. but me.. still like an immature child
having no other thoughts but of you.. it’s just like being dead
the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die
i can’t understand our breakup.. even now i imagine our future
even after our breakup, just like how my heart is always living by your side..
it’s as if it’s dead
i stop the moments that i loved you
even when we’re together, i won’t be able to remember you
if i just think that i wasn’t any of these.. then it’s nothing
if i can’t forget you.. it’s as if i’m dead
erm..aku yg sdg melayan perasaan..hu3..
Saturday, October 3, 2009
aku.dia.memori.
ermm...aku bru je kuar ngn dia ptg td..actually plan nk jumpe jumaat ptg tp memandangkn aku de keje so xjd..plan ditunda ke hari ini (sbtu)..budget nk jumpe kat area2 shah alam je..tp pk2 blik takpela jln2 kat klang tgk2 area2 tmpat dia lak :) gilir2 la kn..hi3..
so,kalu leh xnk sushkn dia amik aku kt umh jd dgn niat suci murni aku pn kata amik aku kt syed s.4..tmpat haritue ktrg berbuke mmndngkn tmpat tue yg dia tau..tp dh menyushkn dia lak kene pusing2 kat area mcD..miscommunication sbnarnye..sori ye awak!! xsengaja..hu3..
so,ktrg decide g Jusco Bkt Tinggi klang..budget nk tgk wayang..smpai je sana ktrg g mkn dulu sbb aku mmg dh kebulur giler..mujur dia paham yg aku nie xleh mkn lmbt krang gastrik impliedly menunjukkn yg aku kuat makan!! opsss...hu3..
and then,ktrg g bli tiket wayang..tgk2 cite yg dkat time tue cume final destination 4..cume beberapa minit lg wayang nk mule time tue..since ktrg tak tau nk tgk cite pe..beli jela tiket tue..erm..time wyang dh stat about one hour ++ aku tgk dia,dia tgk aku..aku ckp xbest cite nie..xreal..dia pn setuju..pstu ktrg terus kuar wayang..mmg xbest pn cite tue..sbb xreal..kalu cite dia yg b4 this seme cm real..yg nie aku rs xbest..
pas ktrg kuar,dia temankn aku g jusco jap cri brg..aku beli skit je sbb niat bkn nk shopping pn :) bile dh penat berjalan..ktrg lepak2 kat kerusi yg ade smbil menjalnkn xtvt 'mari bergmbar' ha3..lawak rsnye sbb dh lame giler kot ktrg xjumpe..more less one year kot..if im not mistaken la kn..jd cm kekok...bile dh de mood bru ok pic2 nye..besela perasaan mesti dh lain..sabau je la aku nie..kwang3..
takde pe2 yg menarik sgt cume bile dh spent msa ngn dia tue yg menarik aku rsa :) perjumpaan rasmi ke2 ktrg nie berakhir ngn dia hntar aku blik umh..after heart to heart talk we decide if both of us free in the future we will meet again..owh,so swit..(poyo giler)
yg menariknye..dpt spent msa ngn dia..serius,aku btul2 jd diri aku yg sbenar dpn dia mybe msg2 dh besar tau pe mistakes ktrg dulu2..jd sempoi..mmg aku suke..suke sgt kot!!! ha3..
yg kelakarnya..mmndngkn dia nie tinggi jd aku kuar pakai wedges..elok dh control cun, tp bile time nk blik tue leh lak tpelecok kat pintu kete dia..malunye!! tp aku siap gelak2 ngn dia kot dlam kete..dia kata relaksla awk xde pe2 pn..tue yg aku suke ttg dia..sgt supportive n mmg faham aku wpun pstu ejek2 aku..wat aku xcontrol depan dia :) aku sgt suke kot...
yg switnye...if ade msa lg, ktrg akan jumpe lg..insyaallah..kalu diizinkn Allah..best dpt spent msa ngn dia..
our status...still as teman tp mesra wpun msg2 tau perasaan msg2 tp dua2 taknk rushing sbb belajar dr previous mistakes in our relationship..xpela,btter stay cmne..if ade jodoh, alhmdulillah..kenal ati budi msg2 dulu tul2 kn..hu3..
pic2 yg ktrg smpat amik;
..aku yg sangat hepi harinie...
~moga perhubungan ktrg dibrkati Allah swt..ameen..~
~kerna kita hanya merancang, Allah yg menentukan..wallahualam :) ~
Sunday, September 27, 2009
kenapa??
jawapannye : sbb uitm bg cuti 1 week je..
kenapa esk ade test evidence??
(aku xstudi pe lagi nie wei...)
jawapannye : sbb b4 cuti rya aku confident giler nk test esk
- bdk2 lain confem dh tepu otak ngn ilmu evidence..hi3..
kenapa selasa ade case presentation??
(sikit pnye pjg case nye..budget nk senang cari, pilih MLJ pnye case skali 60++ pages)
hambik ko efa!! hu3
jawapannye : sbb mmg dh tertulis case aku tue will be present on that date daa..
kenapa mood + semangat nk studi xsmpai lg??
jawapannye : sbb aku nie xsedar2 lg dh nk mule blaja blik..asyik igt cuti je..aduyai..
kenapa ini semua prlu terjadi??
argggh...
kerna.
kerna..
kerna...
ini adalah realiti kehidupan yg perlu ditempuhi..suka atau tidak kene hadapinya dgn tenang + sabar barulah Allah sayang :) wallahualam..
...aku yg ntah pe2,ha3....
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
balik kampung + hari raya 09
cerita yg berkaitan ngn hari raya 09.. balik kg owh balik kg..
actually,cite nie psl long journey aku,adik ira n adik ida blik kg dr shah alam ke kuala rompin @ umah kesyangannku..hu3..memule aku bdget nk blik hr khamis lepas bersamaan 17 sept 09 sbb tetibe ptg rabu tue dpt tau kls convey mdm noraziah cncel means no class for the whole day in thursday coz klas evidence, criminal n cta dh cncel awl2..giler suke aku sbb leh balik kg awal..tp tetibe tpkse cncel sbb alg aku kata nk hntar adik bongsu aku yg sek kt usj nk join blik mlm khamis tue..jd terpakse tunda blik hr jumaat.. hr khmis tue aku pn amik peluang tk g ofis jap nk bincang ngn firmmates psl keje2 tk file 3 convey..erm..so bile dh settle ptg tue aku pn blik..ha,yg bestnye hr khmis tue 'my first love' contact kta nk berbuke sma..actually dh lama plan nk berbuke sma cume asyik tak jd..jd ktrg saje plan hr khmis tue..and btul la org kata bile plan beriya selalunye tak jd tp kalu xplan tul2 jdi..and kesudhannye ktrg berbuke kt syed..jenuh gak la nk explain jln ke s.4 sbb dia xfamiliar kat sini..hi3..tp aku puas ati la dpt jumpe..wpun, perasaan dh berubah tp xpela,kawan je kan..dia pn dh byk berubah..sempoi...ha3..tue yg aku suke :)
ok, back to main topic..erm,so hr jumaat tue pg2 dlm kul 3 aku dh bgn..alhmdulillah senang nk bgn..bkn pe,ayh n alg aku kata kalu nk bertolak hri jumaat kene awl2 pg plg lewat pn kul 7 sbb nk elak jmmed..so,aku pn menguatkn semangt bgn kul 3 and plan bertolak kul 4 pg..what, 4 a.m?? leh cya ke..tp believe it or not..we make it..!! cyalah...aku ngn adik2 aku tul2 bsemangt nk blik awl..hi3...tpt jm 4.15 a.m ktrg bertolak..serius aku cm tak caya..so, ktrg meneruskn perjlnan n smpai bkt putus (tmpt yg aku plg gerun nk drive) dlm kul 5 lbih..pergh..ngn gelap nye aku mmg tawakal je..tp alhmdulillah..akhirnye berjaya lepas :) aku sgt bgga ngn diri ku...ha3..n aku mmg pecut gak la kt tmpt2 yg cm sunyi kn smbil tawakal..adik aku siap sound lg, kak ipah nk kejar pe..aku jwb,nk kejar umh..hi3..sabar je la..akhirnye ktrg slmt smpai kuala rompin dlm kul 8.30 a.m..
yg kelakarnye...
reaksi ayh aku : sgt terkejut xcaya ank dia yg degil ni leh bertolak awl2 pg n smpai kuala rompin dlm kul 8 lebih..hu3..cyalah efa..u maked everyone shocked!!
reaksi family mbers aku yg lain : pn terkejut tak caya..diorg tul2 cya bile aku smpai umh pg tue..hi3...
as a conclusion, seriously aku tak caya i had make it!! wpun bg org lain bnde ni bese je tp i'm really proud wif myself... random pics of our journey ;
first raya ktrg sungguh meriah..sbb pe?? sbb ada dua bby yg join raya kali ni..hi3..riuh rendah umh aku raya kali nie..giler ar..tp syok sbb sungguh meriah :) ..org kata lg ramai lg murah rezeki..mudah2 an..ameen..
cerita ttg first raya
kuala rompin + kg mersing + batu pahat
mule2 pg raya ktrg kumpul kat umh kuala rompin dulu..so, bile all the guys g smayang sunat rya kaum2 perempuan di rumah menyediakn juadah tk makan di pagi raya..so bile ayah,abg ipar n abg aku dh blik ktrg pn kumpul n mkn rmai2..bca doa2 yg berkaitan n kemudian,makan!! hi3..opsss..sebelum tue bermaaf-maafan sesama ktrg..sedih gak la tp mjur dpt control yela dh besar..malu sih..hu3..lepas mkn, spt biase siap2 g kg belah ayh..kt mersing..dkat je dlm sejam perjalanan..sbb fmily ayah sme berkumpul kat sana..tp aku n abg aku g singgh umh my future sis in law kt selendang..abg aku nk beraya tk kali terakhir sbgai teman istimewa kak wid @ bakal kak ipar,yela, pasni..insyaallah bln 11 nie dh sah jd suami isteri...ameen..so smpai mersing trus ktrg beraya umh sedara-mara yg terdekat di keliling umh atok...
balik je beraya dr mersing ktrg trus g melawat angh aku kt btu pahat sbb angh aku xdpt cuti first rya...besela,dh cuti kawen lama hrtue..hi3...tkpela ngah yg penting mjlis smbut menantu kat kelantan raya ke4 dpt spend masa rya..hu3..ktrg dtg btu pahat knvoi 3 kete..smpai je sana rya2 jap smbil borak2..driver2 pn melepaskn penat..ahaks..kemudian ktrg pn g merlong..plan ayah aku nie di saat2 akhir tp ktrg pn pergi je sbb dh dekat ngn btu pahat..dlm 1 jam lebih perjalanan smpai merlong beraya umh sedara atok belah ayah..pe2 pn ktrg mmg berjlan sakan la first raya nie..yg penatnye driver2 la..opsss...bkn driver, penyelamat ktrg la kalu x spe nk bw kte..hi3..
pics yg smpt ktrg tgkp ;
kpd Allah swt, sbb diprmudahkn segala urusan kami sekeluarga..ameen..<3
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
shopping raya!!
actually,today byk clas cncel..this morning,contract cncel..10.30 pnye class dh mmg xde sbb dh abis syllabuss..nk blik awal xde mber lak so aku tggu mar blik clas on 10.30..blik tue,mmg tdo xingt dunia la kt umh..erm,pstu budget xnk g clas civil..tp mar nk agkt kuih2 rya cm byk lak..aku pn pergi clas civil wpun tahu rmai yg xdtg..hi3..ikhlas,sbb rasa cm mls nk ponteng ;) tetibe baik lak..
ei..ni bkn subject matter ni..subject matter psl shopping raya..so,tnpa mbuang masa hbis clas kul4 trus la aku,mar n yati meneruskn perjuangan bershopping..tk g mane pn..just g pkns tp dh ckup mmbuatkn ktrg pening pale pk bju mane yg nk beli..hu3..biasela,perempuan kn cerewet skit..akhirnya,bju yg aku bli..
kebaya labuh (color merah ati) -
[tk mjlis kawen abg aku..since tema dia merah ati..]
bju kurung pahang (purple color)-
[saje wat spare tk bju raya thn ni since this year tema color purple]
wedges kt vincci (black color)-
[just award myself since dh lame giler xbli kasut..hi3..]
smpat lg berbuke pose di Uncle K kat SACC Mall..hi3..pe2,thanks to both of them yg sabar je tgk aku pilih2 baju..hi3..maklumlah aku mmg cerewet giler plih baju ;) pe2, still under budget..jd alhmdulillah x over budget..kene save skit sbb nk blik kg..hu..ok, tue je nk cite..
yg xbest,cri bju naufal (bju mlayu tk baby) xdpt..pnat pusing2..xpela,xde rezeki..erm..cri kopiah naufal pn xdpt..tue yg mak ndak naufal xingat dunia shopping rya..
pe2,aku mmg agk puas ati dpt cri brg yg aku nk..ha3..n aku dpt rasakn aura raya amat kuat di dlm diri aku skrag ;) xsabarnye nk smbut raya...yeah!! moga Allah brkati perjalanan kita semua ms pulang berhari rya..insyaallah..ameen..
...aku yg xabis2 pk nk raya...
*no pic sbb mls nk transfer drp hndphone ;)*
*thanks to my SP yg bg kad raya + duit raya to all his firmmates
-may Allah bless u, Heikal n also ur family..ameen*
Saturday, September 12, 2009
crush on you
sbb pe..aku kagum ngn suara dia time nyanyi (nasyid or x) if dia wat performance
the latest one...
dia azan time solat berjemaah kat fac ;p
i know, those yg g already know who is the person tht im referring to..hu3..
really2 had crush on him la..aduyai..
demand ke kalu aku kata aku nk some1 yg leh imamkn aku n ank2 aku one day..ha3..
poyo je aku ni kn..tp crush aku nie mmg ade ciri2 yg aku cri..tp,aku just crush on him..dont think lebih2 ye..kwang3..xpsl2 kene serang ngn awek dia..naya aku ;p
ha,xbaik tau suke pd org lain pnye bf..opss..trlebih sudah!!
...aku yg leh ter'crush' lak..
all about test..
ckp psl test nie..antara cite yg berkaitan..;
contract- SP aku yg bijak..
last 2 weeks ktrg ade test contract(remedies)..mmndgkn test ni one day after test bnkruptcy so cm takde ms nk studi (aku je la) aku rs bdk2 lain smangt studi..aku ni bkn studi,stado..hu3..bca sikit tdo..habis cmne nk skor..tp aku akui yg aku mmg xbape fahm contract,dh la aku ni xbpe cpat nk pickup,fhm2 je la..kwang3..so,aku hafal je note tue..phm xphm blkang cite..bile jwb tue aku muntahkn la sgala yg aku ingt..apedaa..
bile dpt result,aku dpt cukup2 mkn je..means pras2 idung..skit lg nk fail..opsss..mak, ayh ipah minta maaf byk2 ye..yg best nye SP aku dpt result gmpk tue..4/5..mmg bijak SP aku..yg xleh bla,eksyen tul..he deserved it,mule2 cm xcaya tp tgk answer dia byk case..mmg rajin hafal case mamat nie..congrats la kt SP aku..!! cayalah..
bm - aku yg stado bkn studi..
smalm test bm..actually lecturer dh gtau last week lg test jmaat..erm..mmdgkn byk keje lain so hr khamis subuh tue bru aku tgk note..bile g klas jumaat tue mmg aku sleepy thp gaban..xtau la pesal..mkn berbuke kt fac xingt dunia kot..ha3..mjur kls sir yunus abis awal..aku tnpa mmbuang masa terus g surau,smbil bw note bm..tau aku wtpe..tdo la wei..aku ngntuk sgt..!! hu3..about 1 hour gak la aku tdo..bgn2 dh nk msuk zhor..ha,bru gelabah..baca yg mane aku ingt je..redha tul..time jwb test bm tue aku mmg ikut common sense aku la jwb..goreng2 skit..wpun bm nie sbnarnye xleh goreng..ha3..aku tgk bdk2 lain smangat jwb,xangkt pale kot jwb..perggh..giler hebat la..aku je yg tgk2 org jwb..kantoi,xstudi..hi3..yg pasti,dpt result cmne pn aku terima je dgn ati yg terbuke..kwang3..ape nk jd la aku nie kn..promise ng parents bkn main berkobar2..lor..
criminal-coming soon...
khamis next week test criminal..erm..spptnye skrg aku tgh studi criminal bkn bz ngn fbook or blog..tp nk wt cmne..aku nie..pemalas sgt...adui..hopefully i manage to cover all the topic yg msuk test..insyaallah..ameen..aku agk risau criminal sbb cm byk giler kot kne hfal..dhla subjek nie subjek yg tough..erm..ya Allah,prmudhkn hambaMu ini dlm belajar...ameeen ;p
..pe2 chaiyOo efa..!!
..aku yg spptnye studi skrg ni..hu3..
kerna sekali....
khamis hrtue,aku dpt tau my first love dpt posting kat klang..erm..means mkin dkt ngn s.alm..jika sblum nie dia jauh..aduh..bile ckp psl first love ni ssh skit nk lupe..tul x..tp aku dpt rskn yg aku akn mudh mengalami migrain,moody n sbgainye la..dia xde pe2 pn aku je yg gelabah..arggh..case hrtue pn pasl miscommunication..its my fault actually ;p nobody perfect rite...msg2 ade slh n msg2 dh say sorry..but,one thing that aku personally kagum ttg dia..dia btul2 tahan ngn sikap aku yg ntah pe2..maaf ats sglanya kt dia..opss..yg wat aku risau,dia msih single..ish..nie yg pyah..the best part is,he had told me many times yg dia tau aku mmg ssh nk cri pengganti sbb dia tau aku cmne..ish,kurang asam tul!! hu3..
pe2, we still friends ;p
owh,no..!!
adakh cinta lama bputik kembali??
......kerna......
...sekali...
...cinta....
....aku ttp cinta....
*arggh..what happen to me??*
...aku yg gelabah tak tentu psl..ha3..
(...he's the only one tht im referring to when some1 ask about my special one...)
Sunday, September 6, 2009
flaming oh flaming
kesimpulanye aku mmg puas ati tahap gaban,seme mkanan aku cube kot smpai desert2 aku tibai..ha3..nasibla kn aku dh save perut sblum g sana..hi3..alhmdulillah,smpai je umh,xlame pstue ujan lebat..Allah permudhkn urusan kami..ameeen...
pe2,really thnkful to mar n yati(yg beriya ajak aku try steamboat kt sini)
fifi n felix (yg dengar je ape yg diborakkn..hu3)
next time if kite free,kite g lg ye sana..dh tbayang2 steamboat nye..argggh...i love it!!!
*no pics since asyik bz makn je..ho3*
at least, now i discover new place to hanging out wif my beloved person..ahaks...
...aku yg dh suke giler mkn kat flaming steamboat ni...
...sentimental mood....
*both of this video really put me in sentimental mood..hu3*
...aku yg tetibe rs sentimental je..ha3...
Friday, August 28, 2009
the lucky laki
erm..aku suke dgr lgu band nie (bkn superman)..funky2 skit..hi3..mule2 aku dgr aku tpk sapela nnyi lagu nie..tp lagu ni ssuai tk fun2 la..ghupenye lgu ni lgu the lucky laki and the best things is band ni tdiri drp ank2 ahmad dhani (dewa)..
aku suke tgk MV lgu nie..cm swit memories wif ank2 dia..n seriously, their talent had really impressed me..kecik2 dh jd play keyboar, drum n guitar...suke la aku tgk..dh la cute..hi3..
random info n pics of the lucky laki..
The Lucky Laki adalah sebuah band yang dianggotai oleh anak2 gitaris Dewa19 iaitu Ahmad Dhani. The Lucky Laki popular dengan lagu mereka yang berjudul “Bukan Superman”. Lagu ini dicipta sendiri oleh Ahmad Dhani untuk anak-anaknya.
El (pemain drum + vokal)
Al (gitaris + vokal)
Dol (vokalis utama + pemain bass)
...aku yg suke tgk bdk2 ni jamming...cute sih!!...