tiga belas.13.thirteen.

salam.

erm.
since today is 13.04.11, just give me idea to post something related with number thirteen or in bm we call it nombor tiga belas.

maybe for others this number doesn't brings any meaning.but for me, its really meaningful.

why??

because....


1st = my birthday is on 13.7.

-dats why i said it really meaningful to me ;D

- i dun want to talk much about my besday since my priority of this post is for 2nd reason..which is below this....

2nd = my engagement date is 13.2.

-so, its easier for me to remember two important date in my life.hu3..
-just want to share several pictures during my engagement's day.

hantaran.





me & my fiance with my siblings.love u all.saranghae.
나는 이런 것을



me with my sisters in law.say cheese.hu3


me with my best friends.
from left - zaharah, madiah, yati, mar n ida.thanks guys.


-done-

-may Allah bless both of us & semoga jodoh kami berdua berpanjgan.ameen.

...aku yg saje nk wat new post...

kawin.

salam.

semalam,sempat aku, bf aku, yati n ida g wedding akma@classmate yati time LLB kat bukit beruntung.actually, yg kat cini belah laki punye tp sebab belah pmpuan wat kat kuantan, ramai mber cini yg xdpt dtg sbb jauh jd akma kata dtg belah laki pn xpe.

so,memule rancang naek 2 kete.aku n bf, yati n ida.bukan pe takot lambat sbb bf aku dri banting.tp bile discuss blik naek 1 kete je.bf aku smpai dlm kul 11.amik ida kat blok a (xtau pn selama ni duk kat mentari court gak cume blok depan.hi3) n then amik yati kat kg lindungan terus gerak.

kalu berpandukn pelan kat kat kawin tue.senang je.msuk highway plus straight exit bukit beruntung.erm, mmg betul la senang directionnye cume nasib agak xbaik, de accident otw tue.jauh gak la jammed.mau 3km kot.sori ye awak! cian awak jammed.tensen.hi3.

alhmdulillah.selamat smpai dalm kul 1lebih.ingatkn terlepas sanding sbb tulis kul 12.30tghari tp mybe sbb jammed jd postponed ke kul 2.kire xterlepas lg sanding.ameen.everything happen wif reason kn.jd pas makan2 tunggu pnye tunggu xsanding lagi.ktrg da byk kali minum air tuggu sanding.akhirnya, kul 2.20 pengantin masuk tuk bersanding.pas sanding, snap2 pic pastu ktrg gerak blik dalm kul 3ptg.

*rojak disana sungguh sedap.superb!


antara pics yg smpat kitorg snap;

yati, ida n me! berposing ngn bunga manggar sebelum masuk dewan.hi3

yati n ida berposing.



me n yati ;p

~walaupun perjalanan agak pjg memandangkn jammed tp alhmdulillah gembira di sana.
~congrats akma n bakhtiar.moga berkekalan hingga akhir hyat.ameen.
~to fadzrul, thanks a lot my dear for everything ;p
~to yati n ida.best dpt jumpe n borak2 korg!

..sekian.wslam..


...aku yg gembira dpt spent masa ngn bf + my fren...

gaya idup sihat !!!

akhirnya setelah sekian lama planned tpi xpenah jd..kekadang pegi tutup..

harni pada 18 april 2010 bersamaan hri ahad..aku n bf aku selamat g bukit cerakah shah alam..yea!! actually, dh lama giler plan xslah aku de la setahun yg lepas...hu3..xpenah jd..aku yg beriya ajak dia, selama ni dia asyik tnye je bile nk g..alhmdulillah..dpt gak g..aku pn mmg tunggu saat ni sbb xsabar giler nk kuarkn peluh..maklumlah sebelum ni dlm clas asyk air-cond memanjang...badan pn dh sengal2 sbb xberpeluh..xsiht..toksik byk dlam bdan...

frankly speaking,aku tul2 hepi sbb ;
1. dpt kuarkn peluh setelah lebih kurang 3km ktrg berjalan..sbb basikal da abis..hu3
2. dpt spent masa ngn bf aku sebelum dia g posting bln 5 ni...
3. dpt hirup udara segar yg da lame aku xsedut aku rsa...menikmati keindahan alam...best!!
4. dpt released tnsen studi for final exam
random pics ktrg kt sana..(◡‿◡✿)







...aku yg hepi..hu3

between fb or fs...

rite now i think my attention to fb (facebook) is less than my attention to fs (frienster)..mybe becoz fs had their new look and what can i said is not bad and i like!! hi3..rite now frankly speaking i give my attention more to fs..and one thing i had realized that my sis, instead of being active with fb, she also active with fs..such a brilliant gurl in keeping in touch with her friends just becoz some of her friends didnt have fb acc..not like me becoz when active with fb, i've already inactive with fs..maybe it is a matter of friends becoz friends influenced us a lot..yela, bile seme dh g fbook n no more at fs jd kite pn dh xsemangat..mujurla some of my friends ade kat fb and xde kat fs and sebaliknye la kn..so, ini mengingatkn aku kt all my friends kat fs...hu3..im really sorry guys:)

k la, see u next time guys...suddenly i think about my old friends..dont know why actually, really miss them...hope all of them will success in future..insyaallah...

.....aku yg tetibe tringat kt mber2 lame..

thanks guys!!

alhmdulillah..today everything was fine..all cta's works seems like going in right flow..ameen..

hopefully,everything will going fine until the end of our trial on this weekend..insyaallah...

but,we really need to thank ;

pak mid itself for helping us in doing cta...

v for helping us wif her camera...

chala for let us used his house as crime scenes...


last but not least all friends for ur cooperation...
thanks a lot guys..may Allah bless u all..ameen :)


...aku yg sgt berterima kasih kpd classmate aku n pak mid atas segalanya...

moments wif joy.tears.happiness

today is my convocation's day..hopefully everything will be fine..insyaallah..after 3 years struggled with this course, alhmdulillah i've survived..thanks to my family and friends for being so supportive and understanding..may ALLAH bless u all...ameen...

dont know why im being so sentimental dis morning..fells like want to cry..cry for my convo or bcoz afraid with final exam tomorrow..really have no idea..whatever it is..im really proud with myself..maybe for others this doesnt means anything but for me, its affect me a lot..

to all my friends batch june06-july09 (Bachelor of Legal Studies) congrats for our convocation today n wish u all best of luck in everything u do...wallahualam...


....aku yg bercampur baur perasaan skrg...

enjoy this song guys...lots of unforgettable memory...xoxo..

officially be taken...

today at 12.30 a.m

on 16th October 2009

im officially be taken again by BPP 2006-3014

now,i had realized that he's the only one that im looking for..


the only guy that i had fall in love..now n forever in my life...


really hope for blessing from Allah in our relationship...ameeen...



...aku yg mgharap hubungan kali nie berjalan dgn lancar...insyaallah...

dead at heart

Super Junior Dead at Heart Lyrics:

(korean lyric)

[Kyuhyun]
Jeongmal mweohan geongayo gireoddeon han hae dongan
Geudael bonaego nani eojeggajiui naneun
machi joogeoiddeon geotgwa gatneyo

[Sungmin]
Geureohke gireoddeon shigan sogen ddeonagan dangshinbakke eobneyo
[Donghae]
Geudae bakken amooreon saenggakhaji
anheun chae ireohke han haega jinaganeyo

Geudael chajagaddeon eoneu bi naerideon narui gieok hamkke
georeogaddeon wooril bichweojoodeon malgeun haetsal
[Yesung]
Geu eoneu hanado nareul ddeonaji anhko
naui meoritsogeseo nareul joogeoigge hae

[Ryeowook]
Chingoodeureun modoo eoreuni dwego
nan ajik cheoreobneun aicheoreom
[Yesung]
Geudaebakke amooreon saenggakhaji anheun
chae machi joogeo iddeon geotgwa gatneyo

[Siwon]
Geudael chajagaddeon eoneu bi naerideon narui gieok
[Leeteuk]
Hamkke georeogaddeon wooril bichweojoodeon malgeun haetsal
[Ryeowook]
Geu eoneu hanado nareul ddeonaji anhko
naui meoritsogeseo nareul joogeoigge hae

[Yesung]
Heyeojimeul ggaedadji mothaneun nan
ajikdo woori mirael sangsanghago
[Kyuhyun]
Heyeojin jigeumdo nae mameun eonjena geudaeui gyeoteseo
sarainneun geotcheoreom joogeoinneun geoyeyo

[All]
Neoreul saranghaeddeon soongan naega meomchweo beorin geoya
hamkke isseul ddaedo neoreul gieokhal soon eobseul geoya
[Ryeowook]
Geu eoneu hanado naega anieoddago
[Yesung]
Geureohke saenggakhamyeon
[Yesung/Ryeowook]
Amoogeotdo anin geol
[Kyuhyun]
Neoreul ijji mothamyeon naega joogeoinneun geot


english translation;
Really, what did you do during this love year
after letting you go, i felt like i was going to go crazy and die up until yesterday

in that long period of time, there’s only you who left me..
having no other thoughts but of you.. that’s how this year is passing by

the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die

all of my friends have become adults.. but me.. still like an immature child
having no other thoughts but of you.. it’s just like being dead

the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die

i can’t understand our breakup.. even now i imagine our future
even after our breakup, just like how my heart is always living by your side..
it’s as if it’s dead

i stop the moments that i loved you
even when we’re together, i won’t be able to remember you
if i just think that i wasn’t any of these.. then it’s nothing
if i can’t forget you.. it’s as if i’m dead




erm..aku yg sdg melayan perasaan..hu3..

aku.dia.memori.

ermm...aku bru je kuar ngn dia ptg td..actually plan nk jumpe jumaat ptg tp memandangkn aku de keje so xjd..plan ditunda ke hari ini (sbtu)..budget nk jumpe kat area2 shah alam je..tp pk2 blik takpela jln2 kat klang tgk2 area2 tmpat dia lak :) gilir2 la kn..hi3..

so,kalu leh xnk sushkn dia amik aku kt umh jd dgn niat suci murni aku pn kata amik aku kt syed s.4..tmpat haritue ktrg berbuke mmndngkn tmpat tue yg dia tau..tp dh menyushkn dia lak kene pusing2 kat area mcD..miscommunication sbnarnye..sori ye awak!! xsengaja..hu3..

so,ktrg decide g Jusco Bkt Tinggi klang..budget nk tgk wayang..smpai je sana ktrg g mkn dulu sbb aku mmg dh kebulur giler..mujur dia paham yg aku nie xleh mkn lmbt krang gastrik impliedly menunjukkn yg aku kuat makan!! opsss...hu3..

and then,ktrg g bli tiket wayang..tgk2 cite yg dkat time tue cume final destination 4..cume beberapa minit lg wayang nk mule time tue..since ktrg tak tau nk tgk cite pe..beli jela tiket tue..erm..time wyang dh stat about one hour ++ aku tgk dia,dia tgk aku..aku ckp xbest cite nie..xreal..dia pn setuju..pstu ktrg terus kuar wayang..mmg xbest pn cite tue..sbb xreal..kalu cite dia yg b4 this seme cm real..yg nie aku rs xbest..

pas ktrg kuar,dia temankn aku g jusco jap cri brg..aku beli skit je sbb niat bkn nk shopping pn :) bile dh penat berjalan..ktrg lepak2 kat kerusi yg ade smbil menjalnkn xtvt 'mari bergmbar' ha3..lawak rsnye sbb dh lame giler kot ktrg xjumpe..more less one year kot..if im not mistaken la kn..jd cm kekok...bile dh de mood bru ok pic2 nye..besela perasaan mesti dh lain..sabau je la aku nie..kwang3..

takde pe2 yg menarik sgt cume bile dh spent msa ngn dia tue yg menarik aku rsa :) perjumpaan rasmi ke2 ktrg nie berakhir ngn dia hntar aku blik umh..after heart to heart talk we decide if both of us free in the future we will meet again..owh,so swit..(poyo giler)

yg menariknye..dpt spent msa ngn dia..serius,aku btul2 jd diri aku yg sbenar dpn dia mybe msg2 dh besar tau pe mistakes ktrg dulu2..jd sempoi..mmg aku suke..suke sgt kot!!! ha3..

yg kelakarnya..mmndngkn dia nie tinggi jd aku kuar pakai wedges..elok dh control cun, tp bile time nk blik tue leh lak tpelecok kat pintu kete dia..malunye!! tp aku siap gelak2 ngn dia kot dlam kete..dia kata relaksla awk xde pe2 pn..tue yg aku suke ttg dia..sgt supportive n mmg faham aku wpun pstu ejek2 aku..wat aku xcontrol depan dia :) aku sgt suke kot...

yg switnye...if ade msa lg, ktrg akan jumpe lg..insyaallah..kalu diizinkn Allah..best dpt spent msa ngn dia..

our status...still as teman tp mesra wpun msg2 tau perasaan msg2 tp dua2 taknk rushing sbb belajar dr previous mistakes in our relationship..xpela,btter stay cmne..if ade jodoh, alhmdulillah..kenal ati budi msg2 dulu tul2 kn..hu3..

pic2 yg ktrg smpat amik;







..aku yg sangat hepi harinie...

~moga perhubungan ktrg dibrkati Allah swt..ameen..~
~kerna kita hanya merancang, Allah yg menentukan..wallahualam :) ~

balik kampung + hari raya 09

salam..erm..firstly,just nk ucap selamat hari raya aidilfitri n maaf zahir batin to all my friends and family ..dan moga raya kali ini memberi seribu kerahmatan dpd Allah swt..ameen...

cerita yg berkaitan ngn hari raya 09.. balik kg owh balik kg..
actually,cite nie psl long journey aku,adik ira n adik ida blik kg dr shah alam ke kuala rompin @ umah kesyangannku..hu3..memule aku bdget nk blik hr khamis lepas bersamaan 17 sept 09 sbb tetibe ptg rabu tue dpt tau kls convey mdm noraziah cncel means no class for the whole day in thursday coz klas evidence, criminal n cta dh cncel awl2..giler suke aku sbb leh balik kg awal..tp tetibe tpkse cncel sbb alg aku kata nk hntar adik bongsu aku yg sek kt usj nk join blik mlm khamis tue..jd terpakse tunda blik hr jumaat.. hr khmis tue aku pn amik peluang tk g ofis jap nk bincang ngn firmmates psl keje2 tk file 3 convey..erm..so bile dh settle ptg tue aku pn blik..ha,yg bestnye hr khmis tue 'my first love' contact kta nk berbuke sma..actually dh lama plan nk berbuke sma cume asyik tak jd..jd ktrg saje plan hr khmis tue..and btul la org kata bile plan beriya selalunye tak jd tp kalu xplan tul2 jdi..and kesudhannye ktrg berbuke kt syed..jenuh gak la nk explain jln ke s.4 sbb dia xfamiliar kat sini..hi3..tp aku puas ati la dpt jumpe..wpun, perasaan dh berubah tp xpela,kawan je kan..dia pn dh byk berubah..sempoi...ha3..tue yg aku suke :)

ok, back to main topic..erm,so hr jumaat tue pg2 dlm kul 3 aku dh bgn..alhmdulillah senang nk bgn..bkn pe,ayh n alg aku kata kalu nk bertolak hri jumaat kene awl2 pg plg lewat pn kul 7 sbb nk elak jmmed..so,aku pn menguatkn semangt bgn kul 3 and plan bertolak kul 4 pg..what, 4 a.m?? leh cya ke..tp believe it or not..we make it..!! cyalah...aku ngn adik2 aku tul2 bsemangt nk blik awl..hi3...tpt jm 4.15 a.m ktrg bertolak..serius aku cm tak caya..so, ktrg meneruskn perjlnan n smpai bkt putus (tmpt yg aku plg gerun nk drive) dlm kul 5 lbih..pergh..ngn gelap nye aku mmg tawakal je..tp alhmdulillah..akhirnye berjaya lepas :) aku sgt bgga ngn diri ku...ha3..n aku mmg pecut gak la kt tmpt2 yg cm sunyi kn smbil tawakal..adik aku siap sound lg, kak ipah nk kejar pe..aku jwb,nk kejar umh..hi3..sabar je la..akhirnye ktrg slmt smpai kuala rompin dlm kul 8.30 a.m..

yg kelakarnye...
reaksi ayh aku : sgt terkejut xcaya ank dia yg degil ni leh bertolak awl2 pg n smpai kuala rompin dlm kul 8 lebih..hu3..cyalah efa..u maked everyone shocked!!

reaksi family mbers aku yg lain : pn terkejut tak caya..diorg tul2 cya bile aku smpai umh pg tue..hi3...

as a conclusion, seriously aku tak caya i had make it!! wpun bg org lain bnde ni bese je tp i'm really proud wif myself... random pics of our journey ;

our first raya;

first raya ktrg sungguh meriah..sbb pe?? sbb ada dua bby yg join raya kali ni..hi3..riuh rendah umh aku raya kali nie..giler ar..tp syok sbb sungguh meriah :) ..org kata lg ramai lg murah rezeki..mudah2 an..ameen..

cerita ttg first raya
kuala rompin + kg mersing + batu pahat
mule2 pg raya ktrg kumpul kat umh kuala rompin dulu..so, bile all the guys g smayang sunat rya kaum2 perempuan di rumah menyediakn juadah tk makan di pagi raya..so bile ayah,abg ipar n abg aku dh blik ktrg pn kumpul n mkn rmai2..bca doa2 yg berkaitan n kemudian,makan!! hi3..opsss..sebelum tue bermaaf-maafan sesama ktrg..sedih gak la tp mjur dpt control yela dh besar..malu sih..hu3..lepas mkn, spt biase siap2 g kg belah ayh..kt mersing..dkat je dlm sejam perjalanan..sbb fmily ayah sme berkumpul kat sana..tp aku n abg aku g singgh umh my future sis in law kt selendang..abg aku nk beraya tk kali terakhir sbgai teman istimewa kak wid @ bakal kak ipar,yela, pasni..insyaallah bln 11 nie dh sah jd suami isteri...ameen..so smpai mersing trus ktrg beraya umh sedara-mara yg terdekat di keliling umh atok...

balik je beraya dr mersing ktrg trus g melawat angh aku kt btu pahat sbb angh aku xdpt cuti first rya...besela,dh cuti kawen lama hrtue..hi3...tkpela ngah yg penting mjlis smbut menantu kat kelantan raya ke4 dpt spend masa rya..hu3..ktrg dtg btu pahat knvoi 3 kete..smpai je sana rya2 jap smbil borak2..driver2 pn melepaskn penat..ahaks..kemudian ktrg pn g merlong..plan ayah aku nie di saat2 akhir tp ktrg pn pergi je sbb dh dekat ngn btu pahat..dlm 1 jam lebih perjalanan smpai merlong beraya umh sedara atok belah ayah..pe2 pn ktrg mmg berjlan sakan la first raya nie..yg penatnye driver2 la..opsss...bkn driver, penyelamat ktrg la kalu x spe nk bw kte..hi3..

pics yg smpt ktrg tgkp ;

...aku yg bersyukur...
kpd Allah swt, sbb diprmudahkn segala urusan kami sekeluarga..ameen..<3

kerna sekali....

aku xtau nape aku nk tulis pasl topic ni..tp xpela,biar je la..blog aku,aku pnye suke la kn..ha3..

khamis hrtue,aku dpt tau my first love dpt posting kat klang..erm..means mkin dkt ngn s.alm..jika sblum nie dia jauh..aduh..bile ckp psl first love ni ssh skit nk lupe..tul x..tp aku dpt rskn yg aku akn mudh mengalami migrain,moody n sbgainye la..dia xde pe2 pn aku je yg gelabah..arggh..case hrtue pn pasl miscommunication..its my fault actually ;p nobody perfect rite...msg2 ade slh n msg2 dh say sorry..but,one thing that aku personally kagum ttg dia..dia btul2 tahan ngn sikap aku yg ntah pe2..maaf ats sglanya kt dia..opss..yg wat aku risau,dia msih single..ish..nie yg pyah..the best part is,he had told me many times yg dia tau aku mmg ssh nk cri pengganti sbb dia tau aku cmne..ish,kurang asam tul!! hu3..
pe2, we still friends ;p

owh,no..!!
adakh cinta lama bputik kembali??

......kerna......

...sekali...

...cinta....


....aku ttp cinta....

*arggh..what happen to me??*


...aku yg gelabah tak tentu psl..ha3..

(...he's the only one tht im referring to when some1 ask about my special one...)

hujan yang turun...

tetibe teringat lgu sudirman hujan...erm..pastu ingt band hujan...semenye berkaitan dgn hujan..

xde pe,ptg smlm dpt good news dr our OM..class cta cncel..hi3..hepi sgt sbb pe?? erm..written submission de kene edit skit2 lg..xpractice lg..insyaallah..moga Allah permudhkn segala urusan..ameeen...

subject matter psl hujan kn..ok,since clas criminal abis kul 4 aku pn nk chow dulu la..first planning aku n mar g bazar seksyen 7..elok2 aku dh dlm fikiran g seksyen 7 mar bg idea g stadium..bazar kat stadium..dh lame sbnarnye aku promise nk bw diorg g bzar stadium..bw yati n mar..tp ptg td yati hbis clas kul 6, dia nk stayback wat keje..so aku xtpikir nk g stadium..setelah pk2,aku pn stuju..time pg tue ok je cuaca..xprasan nk ujan..elok on the way tue ujan...pdhal dh smpai parking stdium tue ha..sabar je la...dugaan di bulan pose...

aku bw skali yun n yani..sblum jejak bazar msg2 remind kat diri yg kata thn nfsu nk beli juadah berbuke..tp ape jadi?? wlaupun hujan..tetapi hujan yg trun tidak mlemahkn smangt ktorg tk pusing2 kat bazar tue..dgn tempias nye..hujan yg turun juga tidak dpt mengelak ktrg drpd beli skan juadh..yela seme nmpak sedap..

tau pe juadah ktrg smalam??
-nasi beriani dging
-roti john special
-sata n plut pnggang
-murtabak
-cndwan goreng
-cendol
-ikan pari bakar (wat shur)
-rendang dging (wat shur)

kesudhnye..byk la duit abis kat bzar stdium wlaupun hujan..erm..kalu xujan mau berhbis duit lg..astagfirullah al azim..insaf2..

on the way blik,jammed xhengat..setiap jln kot jammed..aku dh tnsen..dhla sejuk kene ujan,menggigil gak la aku drive..sbb sejuk..nk buke tingkap ujan jd on aircond..last2 aku yg ketar..hu3..byk kete lak..tp serius,mmg pengalaman yg bru bg aku yg amatur nie n im really appreciate it bcoz i learn to drive in raining + jammed + s.alm= really menguji kesabaran aku n skill aku..alhmdulillah slamat pulang..wpun dh berbakul2 ayt2 kurang molek kuar dri mulut aku mengutuk driver2 yg amik lesen trbang..erm..tul la ckp my mom,rmbut sama hitam hati lain2 kn..wallahualam..

*tq to mar,yani n yun being patient wif me*

...aku yg dpt pengalaman bru n puas hati dpt mkn something new...

siti nurjannatul..

~siti nurjannatul fadila mohd firdaus~

slm..aku hepi sgt hrni..wlaupun aku memksa diri tk blik s.alm awl (bdget nk studi la) tp aku still in hepi mood..bkn sbb pe,sbb semalam ayh aku dtg amik aku kt s.alam n straigth trus g visit my sis yg bru deliver her 2nd baby kat ampang...bby gurl..its ok,its gurl again..as long as she is healty ;p

my new niece nie namanye siti nurjannatul fadila binti mohd firdaus..so long rite her name...erm,nama kesinambungan her sister la, nama 1st child my sis (refer to their mom@ imah) nie, siti nurjannatul fateha so her sis also had similar name just a little bit different at the end of their names..instead of fateha,change to fadila..if not,their will share the same name..hu3..

whatever it is, i hope she will become a good gurl in future..insyaallah..moga kami semua diberkati Allah swt in our life...ameeen...

random pics of teha n dila...so cute!!!

ape yg teha gelak tue...mak ndak nk join gak..hu3

...aku yg hepi dpt ank buah bru..
(akn kedengaran suara2 bby bru di hari raya kali nie..hu3)

candid guys ;) chaiyOo LLB 1F!!!