salam.
erm.actually too many things to share with u all.but i just write what had crossed my mind rite now kn la.ape yg terlintas tulis.ok gak tue :)
isn.
hrinie bermule ngn baik.drive to office as usual.although i try my best to not come to office early but like we know we cannot predict how's the traffic will be kn.kdg2 keluar awal takot jammed molek lak perjalanan nye.kuar lmbt takot tersampai awal, suddenly jammed lak.what to do.? aku kmbali ngn semangt bru setiap hri isn.slalu pk kene kebal time chambering.ape nk jd2la.its still a learning process kn.tetibe aku dgr bising2 dr bilik 2nd boss.i know something wrong somewhere.n its relates to me.spt yg dijangka,b4 blik PA by master jumpe aku personally and tell me what actually going on and what mistakes i had done.aku begitu cuak.sakit pale aku.mane nk studi tk exam.mane nk pk takot kene marah.diorg just kata be prepare la kene bambu.
selasa.
juge bermule ngn baik cume perasaan takot still ade.wat2 hepi tp dalm ati tuhan saje yg tau n nk dekat2 lunch my master pggil aku msk conference room.dlm tue aku kene bambu kaw2.tahap gaban wa ckp lu la.tp alhmdulillah mybe sbb da mentally prepared dah mohon kat Allah kata aku redha.mmg slah aku.cume tabahkn ati aku.alhmdulillah time kene marah xrasa nk ngis walaupun aku mmg cepat ngis @ kememe.hi3.berakhir ngn xbaik.malm trpkse berjaga tuk studi.exam hri khamis.
rabu.
agak tertekan.kene stay up studi.bgn awal.kene kejar LRT n smpai bar council b4 7.30am.kalu x xleh masuk ethic lecture.mmg kene kuat semangat.rsa cm xcukup tdo.rasa cm ilmu tak penuh lg.rasa cm tak familiar lg ngn manual tue.mmg tertekan.tp still need to focus time lecture kn.ameen sme topic dpt input cume satu topic yg cm agak membosankn.speaker tak try to berinteraksi ngn pupil.asyik bg lecture.sme da ngntuk.lpas lunch lak tue.selamat la.tp alhmdulillah berakhir ngn baek walaupn sampai umh akak lewat n tensen cari parking.
kamis@ today
bermule ngn tenang.gerak dr umh kul 6suku.g umh yati saing dia g taman jaya.naik LRT dr situ g masjid jamek berjalan ke bar council.sebelum tue breakfast di McD.my faberet beb.hi3.bile masuk dewan rasa sgt tegang.bace note pn cm da xmelekat kat kepale otak.just feel like Im already lost at this point of time.what to do?? just try to read again n again.when the exam start I've try my best.cume 1 Q yg betol2 rasa lost.yg lain ade gak ide walaupun xbpe tau betol ke x.erm, lpas abis exam.seyes malas nk pk.tak larat.ngantuk.tp kene g lunch kat kelab diraja selangor.within walking distance.tetibe di saat itu sungguh ramai kelibat budak2 lelaki mahupun perempuan memakai blazer itam, berbaju hitam putih melintasi jalan di masjid jamek menuju dataran merdeka.hi3.lunch was ok.dah lpar bedal je kn.pastu balik umh.
yg best pasl hrnie.
dpt jumpe mber2.bergelak ketawa hilang tensen.masing2 byk mende nk cite.hi3.sekurang2nye terubat rindu nk borak2.
and now....aku tgh berblogging.still blank rasa pale otak ni.malas nk pk pe2.kene tdo awal.esk nk g keje.kene kuat smangat esk.efa, chaiyOo!!
bak kata member aku;
"kalu rasa xleh kne marah, duk umh takyah chambering"
"masa chambering biasela kene marah, kurang2 ko da kebal pasni jumpe org plig teruk cmne pn, da de experience cmne nk deal kn"
" blaja la byk2 time chambering, blaja n kutip pengalaman sebanyak mungkin
walau perit cmne pn."
"masa chambering biasela kene marah, kurang2 ko da kebal pasni jumpe org plig teruk cmne pn, da de experience cmne nk deal kn"
" blaja la byk2 time chambering, blaja n kutip pengalaman sebanyak mungkin
walau perit cmne pn."
~seyes, kadang2 ayt2 ni yg jadikn aku kuat.think positive and just ignore pe2 yg tak patut :)
doaku moga Allah permudahakn urusan ku sepanjang urusan chambering.ameen.to my family thanks a lot for everything.really miss u all.wsalm